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Friday, March 31
Not cats and dogs, no.
It's raining like all the angels have been holding their bladders for a week and finally decided to let it all out. Yeah, its heavy.
I finally completed my NTU application - ie. the video and all - yeah, I know today is the very last day and I am really pushing it, but well its in now. We shall wait and see. Well actually. I really wanna get in so please pray for me. Heh. I still have some scholarship stuff to do, so... I'm not totally absolved of this whole mess of painful procedures.
Hey, the pee-ing party is over. That was fast.
Well, the past few days can be summed up in a single event, so to speak - and that single event can effectively be summed up in a single phrase - %^#$%#@@!. Okay, not so much a phrase as an inexpressible fit of frustration and hopelessness. I won't even try to explain - I don't think I know how - all I can say is that I, once again, have been the perpetual dumbass that I am. Yes, again. I'm sad but I won't rant; I'm devasted but I won't go emo. I'll just sit and wait for the sky to fall and crush by inexplicable ability to delude myself. Yeah, sounds like a plan.
In other news -
April 7th/8th is coming soon, and my life will very soon be void of a large part of the male population. Not that I'm complaining, really - cause then I will finally get to spend some time with my best friends. Pfft! Guys. Hahaha. Admittedly though, life might be a tad more boring. Plus the hairstyles that I'm going to see around me for some time will be undoubtedly and repeatedly mundane. Thinking back on all the ridiculous stuff that's been done in CJ - particularly the 'wassups' - I'm not sure I relish the thought of the country being in the hands of these guys. Then again, Derek is a commando. 'Nuff said. :D
Life is going to get boring. I can so tell.