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Friday, January 27
wild.
you're just one more step away.
what;s another day w/o you -
I've waited all my life.
soon open wounds will bleed.
to sum up the day:
two aching feet, and no freaking tips.
"life is a scam!", says Brandon.
I concur painfully.
excuse me miss.
I'm gonna drop the plates.
I'm gonna drop the glasses.
I'm gonna drop the cutlery.
I'm gonna DROP DEAD!
hahaha hello.
first day as a waitress at Iguana.
what can I say, I'm pretty tired.
and I need to buy weights to train, the plates are seriously heavy.
the margaritas rock though!
come try someday. til then.
see you,
I need SLEEP.
no time for witty titles.
alright!
quick update before the nights go out in CLR. (Cheryl's Little Room)
what I've been doing:
- slacking, really.
- still attempting to pack my study.
- discovering really cool stuff about Photoshop and graphics.
- planning for Valentine's Day. (nope, no date - its for BAY. hah!)
what I've discovered I need to do:
- portfolio for my desired uni course.
- pack my study.
- learn more graphics!
what I'm going to do:
- work! today! (today being tuesday.) at Cafe Iguana! (okay I've got no time to link you, but the website is www.iguana.com if I'm not wrong. maybe got sg.)
- try and not spend another Valentine's Day alone. yah right.
- sleep.
what YOU need to do:
- pray I don't screw up at work.
thanks folks.
and night to the world.
I'm bleeding numb.
and I watched you go,
just fade away. Slipped
beneath my fingers as I reached out to touch.
I was invisible, perhaps it's
always been this way.
and while you moved about, it
all seemed so Surreal.
so my heart Skipped a beat
and died.
eat the dust, bruddah.
14 Jan 06
at a certain judo comp,
SPANS.
the Chunky Munkies. yep.
Sherman, Jason and Davis looking pretty satisfied.
my favourite juniors. :D
yy, my favourite senior heheh.
spot the hottie. rawr.
hmm,
well actually there are more, but for some odd reason (or not so odd, considering Blogger and its perils) or other, I can't load them. another time, perhaps.
bye then!
really, you were dreaming.
as always,
I can never get my life right
because I can never be content.
and it hurts to have everything you want, except the one thing you want.
will I ever stop dreaming
and get to live the dream.
let's get it started.
following Alan's post on Xiaxue and her anti-foam spray campaigning, I find it thoughtful but really unnecessary.
given Singapore's already very infamous reknown as being, well, sticklers, I have no doubt that the banning of foam sprays will only draw more flak and scorn from the rest of the world. as it is, the world knows us as 'the-no-chewing-gum place', which sounds ridiculous enough.
of course, I admit the foam sprays are a tad annoying - I had to duck about 1000times while walking along Orchard Road on New Years' Day - and if anyone is to complain, it should be the poor cleaners and roadsweepers. now, being randomly touched by pervertic foam sprayers definitely isn't nice, but honestly, what the hell are you doing with your mouth open and your face unprotected when you know there are armies of such people along the street?
I say the best way to solve the problem is to get a foam spray of your own. or if you're really vicious, buy a foam spray, empty it (stand outside an icecream parlour and ask if people would like some whipped cream to go with it.) - then fill it up with a mixture of pepper, chilli and tabasco sauce - and go get some revenge.
if you think about it, banning aerosol sprays is pointless, they'll just think of something else next year - how would you like to have bits of styrofoam stuff in your hair, or have chunks of grinded ice thrown all over you?
what I say is,
we're already lacking enough as it is without snow, it would be tragic to take away what's left of a White Christmas.
as long as people don't start throwing ketupat around during Hari Raya, we'll be fine.
we're on a lucky streak.
I SAW SYLVESTER AT M.O.S!
wha, damn cool la, I thought I recognised him, but he was like draped in some cap with the flappy thing behind and I wasn't sure, so I was staring at him as he was walking past for like 5seconds. I swear got some connection man. OMG! teeheeheeXXx.
too rough on this diamond.
cut too fine
this beauty divine
heart of stone,
so perfect alone.
pure by fire
by envy scarred
burns the desire,
of an aching heart.
tamed to hang
upon fair skin
this jewel sang,
of love and sin.
and I would leave
this brilliance so fine
this I would give,
for your hand in mine.
let me link you.
genius.
wish.
respect.
insanity.
beauty.
I saw me looking.
and who am I,
dressed to impress
when you;re right there
and you couldn;t care less.
covered my emotions in vogue.
just came back from a bbq at Brandon's house - I ate a tiny piece of lamb (approx. 1cm3), one faintly disgusting bite of semi-raw beef, 1/8 of a chicken sausage, a plate of bee hoon, lots of muruku (however thats spelled.), and that's about all. I wonder where all the food went?
heh, oh well.
what else can I say?
kinda felt abit outta place la.
still, an interesting night nonetheless.
and you know.
I really cannot take it when people smoke and swear like nobody's business. aiyo how. cannot take it.
oh yes,
I have an interview tmr!
woot, my slacking days are over. wish me luck guys.
bah,
this is sucha boring post.
sorry lar, no inspiration or any of that crap.
oh, Shaun gave me a MICROWAVE-ABLE teddybear!
haha how cool (or, hot) is that?
I wish it smelt of vanilla though.
hahaha. thanks anyway :)
damn I'm just like spouting random stuffs. went to check out the CCA fair today. twas okay I guess. point to note. I did not spot any cute j1 guys or girls. sad case la. but not my problem, hur. I think the no. of people who signed up for judo was rather substantial, so thats good to hear. to my juniors - well done and train hard for the year ahead, eh? :)
freako,
I wanna play tennis!
BRANDON!!
follow the ant trail.
like seriously
there're ants all over the place here.
wonder where the hell they come from.
anyway
here's my
Most Annoying Pick-of-the-Week:
those Ah Lians with those new ubercool phones which can store mp3s, who use them to blast their retarded S.H.E songs while sitting at the back of an SBS bus, nodding their heads to the dumb music as if they the coolest people in the world.
I am
sucha meanie.
but after 15min of that shiat
on the way home,
I'm sure you'll agree w me.
well, my mummy
is much better now,
thanks for all the wellwishes and prayers. she's still in the hospital though, and I have to do housework like ironing and washing clothes. I just know I'll be a horrible housewife. but I tried. heh! well this episode has made us all realise how much my mum does for us, and how we would simply be living in a mess without her.
I want her to come back soon :(
but still, I think its a good rest for her, and high time I learnt how to use the washing machine.
you know how
sometimes you suddenly feel a pang of sadness and regret about something?
well here's another of those times.
oh, how we regret the things we said.
I know there's nothing I can do to change what you think of me. and it's all my own fault.
oh well,
I miss you, should sum it up.
but that's as good as its gonna get.
*deep breath*
well, away from reminicising.
I need to find a job soon,
I'm so freaking lazy dammit!
anyhow,
the new mantra for the year is:
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD
TAP MY CARD.
blardy SBS.
okay lah,
here's what happened today.
me, Koonie, Jozua, Lulu and Black
went to 'crash' Orientation today albeit in home clothes. so we were kinda outstanding and extra, and I feel so old now :( sobs. can still remember my first day in CJ. oh man, SO SADDDD. :( kinda wish we could go back to then. I went to eat (what else) YTF in the newly-expanded-but-still-w-the-same-number-of-tables-which-kinda-defeats-the-purpose canteen. ah, memories. then we went to look for Kwee, Mr Tay, and the lot. and started randomly telling J1s not to take Physics, lol. but can you imagine, the next time we go back will prolly be to take results - which, according to a presumably reliable source, is near the end of Feb! thats freaking soon, in case you haven;t realised.
FREAK OUT NOW!
(bet Shufang will.)
yep, but lets not dwell on ugly thoughts shall we?
I watched King Kong on vcd.
some people tell me its damn touching, but I found it extremely boring and not at all tear-jerking. I may be heartless, but maybe cross-species relationships just aren't my cup of tea. or maybe the fact that Jack Black has only 2 expressions during the entire 3h show - 'Pure Shock and Astonishment' Look, and 'Wow, this is gonna look great on film' Look - just didn't do it for me. the show's only saving grace is that Naomi Watts is very pretty. Beautiful, perhaps, is the word.
oh yes,
Black and Joshie are gonna be commandos soon. this friday, in fact. here's wishing you guys all the best, please don't kill yourselves (but Josh its okay if you wanna kill Blacky). can;t wait to see yall without hair haah! but yup take care, will miss u guys.
thisissuchlongposteh?
one more thing.
HUISHAN WHERE'S MY PRESENT.
k,
goo' nites folks.
tomorrow is when
my troubles will come to an end.
watch this silence.
realise this was quite a loser New Year for me, only got like 4 Happy New Year wishes. which is like damn sad. yah you can feel guilty now. you've just utterly destroyed that little ounce of self-assurance that I had.
but anyway,
my mummy's sick, apparently here white blood count is high and there's some problems w her liver. she's staying in the hospital tonight, so please pray for her k?
i'm scared.
:(
I dream
of the life you'll bring.
01012006
HAPPY
NEW YEAR,
its 2006.
gotta sleep.
