Roadkill, baby.

Sunday, October 31

pw
okay.. my PW grp is coming to my house soon. hope we can like finalise everything today!!!! hah. its getting so annoying. PW is disgusting. lucky my group is fun =P
agenda: (just so i know, i like writing lists..)
~~1) tidy up file - fake minutes, add book sources to indiv research, content page, survey evaluation..~~
~~2) change the script for OP to suit the slides~~
~~3) change the animation for slides~~
~~4) make the postcards and doorknob tags for action plan~~
~~5) find photos online of MRT/bus-stop ads to edit and put in ppt.~~
6) i dunno what else, but sure got other stuff

for me, i gotta: ~~find more research - esp. newspaper/mag.~~

yup. two more days. grrr.

countdown:
9days~! =P

1:57 PM

Saturday, October 30

idols
havent watched Idols in ages.
heard Chris got booted out. awww. he was cute.
seriously, they ask people to vote according to their talent, but hey, in the first few episodes, they chose ppl with "the whole package" right? according to ken, you gotta "appeal to the masses". so it aint really about talent. so they should stop dissing Chris and Jerry.
i feel very very sorry for Jerry. i think he's an extremely nice guy, and very brave. here, Jerry, if you happen to search the web for someone who thinks you;re kewl - JERRY ONG ROCKS. simply cos he's smiling even though people boo him off; even though the judges check their dictionaries every week for new words to diss him with; even though he finally got booted off. that kinda attitude is impressive. and i think those who diss him/boo-ed him should just shut up. BOO-ing indeed. what kinda freekin attitude is that? keep your comments to yourself. negative comments, at least. its not even constructive criticism, its just boo-ing. total nonsense. i'm extremely pissed with those insensitive and immature idiots who did so. really. you should feel ashamed.

11:58 AM

topsy turve curve
oh, my world is going topsy turvy.
and i'm not even sure what to feel.
not that i'm complaining -
but, really, this is making it harder.
you know i never really forgot.
bleahs.
how now?

i'm spinnnnnnning..
in a topsy turve curve.
whee.

countdown:
10dayss =)

11:40 AM

Friday, October 29

shooppping!
shooopping!
haha. yah went shopping today with shan, ade, shawn, rongrong, and he jia. sooooo fun! hahaa. at least, for me la. i think the guys were like damn sian. ahaha. anyway. i bought a dress - $45; racer back - $19.90; and cut my hair - $20. took neoprints with shan, he jia and rong - $2. first time taking neoprint with anyone from cj except hs on the last day of school - priceless.
uh huh, so today was rather fulfilling. tee hee. tmr back to PW and training! arrrrrrgh. hope i dont die.

countdown:
11days! =)

11:29 PM

lastday.
*sigh*
last day of school leh. it suddenly hit me - last day of school.
woah, did this year pass that fast? yeah it did. damn fast. too fast for my liking! but oh well. time flies - cliche, i know; but getting truer year by year.
i would say i enjoyed this year. i still miss cedar alot, some part of me feels like i never left, but another part of me loves the new friends i have, loves 1t19, loves judo. so.. bittersweet i guess.
today was interesting/embarassing/extremely embarassing. basically jean, the SC head, wanted to mention judo girls in her speech (cos our seniors won champs) and so she like made us run into the center of the hall, when everyone was sitting on the chairs on either side, and cheer; scream; and run back. wth! it was freeking lame, not to mention social suicide! owells. not much of a social life to kill anyway, but you get the point.
well then they had this video.. with all the stuff that happened this year. the push ball thing. i didn't go cos shaun came to my house. hahaha. damn lame la. and there was MEEEEE and weekie in the video! haha. cos we performed on teachers day la. they cut out derek.. hahaah. no la, just didnt zoom out. on MEEEEE. kekeke. so kewl sia. my own segment (which lasted all about 3seconds) but anyway. haha. pretty kewl. sigh everything has been so fun! can;t believe we're moving on into j2. i'm really sad abt those who retain/have to withdraw. esp jinwei! wiz and towhan. haha. hai! will miss them. esp jinwei. bleaahs. no more tickling him. =( owells.
as the j1 year comes to a close, there's a few ppl i specially wanna say somethings to.

shufang: haha. now can say le!! just now the paper too short! owells. where to start? thanks for being there (except those two chicken pox weeks) everytime.. reminding me this, reminding me that, and forgetting your watch/hp/wallet/pencilbox.. and entertaining me during lessons. (or vice versa) yah la. how to say? haha. wo ai niiiiiiiii! hahaha! and all the best for sup paperS man. =P

marcus: boooo. peace treaty still carries on into j2 okie? heehee. thanks for everything la! sitting beside u has been fun.. and sometimes dangerous. but lucky i got peace treaty unlike shufang. hahaha. although u sleep quite often, you;re fun when you're not sleeping. haha! hope can sit next to you next year too. =P im nice right anyway.. i dont bite you. maybe occasionally vandalise your arm only. =P

joshua: haha. got alot of top secret stuff tt happened, cannot say here, but like i said, thanks for talking and listening to me whenever necessary. hope you'll sort things out soon. and don't be sad too often.. cos u look scary when you're unhappy. heheh. i'll always be here whenever u need to talk. soooooo. yup! stop teasing me abt you-know-what ok. =X

tini, clarrisa, jerome, timo: hey! my fellow PW mates. its not over yet.. final mad rush or something. eh meeting on sunday at dunno where ok. my house can't. hehs. anyway! glad to have gotten to know u guys better thru PW.. *OOOSH* hahaha. damn fun. but also damn irritating la PW. CCC. cheryl christine clarrisa. hahaha. how fun. =P well. lets like do our best together or something. three moreee days. bleah! haha.

ex-t19: yooo guys rawk. (not including leang. haha.)
now t19: yay we rawk, and will always. whee hee. its been fun guys. =)
judo ppl: argh training tmr. its not even near the end, its the beginning!! hopefully we'll train hard.. and whatever. hahaha. kill me now.

shaun: haha. what a year. sigh. ups and downs. glad its up now, and hopefully always will be. i'll always be here for ya.. and do think abt it carefully ok? like i said, never wanna see you sad about this kinda stuff again. thanks for everything this year, as the letter, err, note, said. =) cant believe its been this fast. but its been something i'll never forget! muacks!

ok, thats all, i think. oh yah still got shan. never mind la. you know i love you. hahaha.
that;s all for now. longest post in ages. whee.

ok, i know the colour co-ordination on this is disgusting, sorry too lazy. haha.

10:39 PM

Thursday, October 28

singapore what?
i am a Singaporean.
what exactly does that mean?
i mean, they have Brazilian waxes, French fries, Spanish guitars, American idiots.. and what do we have? even our famous chicken rice is Hainanese. wassup man.
what exactly is a Singaporean identity?
chinese is going down the drain along with tradition,
and really, this "cosmopolitan city" nonsense is just a sham to cover up for our lack of identity. its a mix of traditional Asian culture; and Westernism, and unique though it may be, its abit like dipping a cheeseburger into laksa - decidedly weird.
fusion food, they call it. fusion culture? i guess that's not so bad. but if you think about it, why can't we have our own Singapor-ish? (well we tried with Singlish but failed miserably) why am i a chinese and a Singaporean at the same time? anscestors from China indeed. the Americans certainly dont give a damn where Christopher Columbus came from. but i'm not saying we should do that. after all, i am pretty proud of my Chinese heritage. problem is, are we proud enough to learn the language well?

here we are, half-baked Chinese, and yellowed Westerners. what a world.

6:42 PM

take a break!
woah, 150th post.
blogger finally updated, just in time.
anyway, today was Pw dry run.
our script needs some amending,
but i think it didnt go too bad?
considering everything la. haha.

took a break today,
went out with shan, shijue, jinwei,
ade, shawn, and gerald - happy bday geralddd!
i dont think he reads my blog,
but anyway.
haha. yeah. so now im tired.
tired from walking around to buy jinhui;s present - which i did not buy. haha.
tired cos i slept at 2am for the past few days.
yaaaah. gonna sleep early today!
hopefully tmr we can shopping shan! =P
chow for now.

oh yah,
if leang is not bluffing me,
i am a happy girl. haha.

countdown:
12days. =)

6:23 PM

Wednesday, October 27

headache!!
my head hurts like hell.
ouch.
pw.
ugh.

countdown:
13days

10:15 PM

Tuesday, October 26

what if stumble
is this one for the people
is this one for the Lord
or i simply serenade
the things i must afford

you can jumble them together
my conflict still remains
holiness is calling
in the midst of courting fame

cause i see the trust in their eyes
though the sky is falling
they need Your love in their lives
compromise is calling

what if i stumble
what if i fall
what if i lose my step
and i make fools of us all?
will the love continue
when my walk becomes a crawl
what i stumble
and what if i fall?

Father please forgive me
for i cannot compose
the fear that lives within me
or the rate at which it grows

if struggle has a purpose
on the narrow road you've carved
why do i dread my trespasses
will leave a deadly scar?

do they see the fear in my eyes?
are they so revealing?
this time i cannot disguise
all the doubt i;m feeling

everyone's got to crawl when you know that
you're up against the wall

i hear You whispering my name
you say "My love for you will never change"

what if i stumble
what if i fall
you never turn
in the heat of it all
what if i stumble
what if i fall
You are my comfort
and my God.

--what if i stumble//dctalk.

9:00 PM

whats the problem?
i am a lonely girl.
hahaha. seriously.
but learning to live with it.
by lonely i mean not having a bf /
not having anyone to like.
hmm. i guess God may be trying to get me to do other stuff. heheh. haven't quite figured that out. but anyway. i am kinda lonely. =( oh well. like the verse becks made us write.. don't arouse or awaken love until it so desires (or something like tt, don't sue me for blasphemy)
ahhh well.
pw sucks, did i mention?
and i hope looneyshawn doesnt hafta drop lit.
=( or else i'll be in a real dilemma. bah.

ah.
countdown:
14days. =)

7:19 PM

Monday, October 25

my hello kitty
yay.. okay, i officially have numbers 5, 6, and 7 of the macs hello kitty set. whoever gets me all, i will, uhhh. well, you are a really nice person.
wahahaha. btw my bdays coming.
well sorta. countdown: 15days. =)

10:26 PM

Sunday, October 24

im not sure why
im not sure why
but im feeling rather happy today!
even though my PW report is not done and we have 3250words currently.. when we only need and can have 2500. someone help!
haha. but anyway, still happy for some reason.
yah. i officially have ONE hello kitty doll. and its in my favourite colour! yay.. i love jason! =P
not sure why recently i havent had any inspiration to
-write any thought-provoking stuff
-write any decent poems
-write anything but things that happened to me
but anyway.
if you're still reading, then you rawk!
hahaa.

8:59 PM

hello kitty~
the new mcdonalds hello kitty is damn cute!
anyone who goes there please help me buy one k?
right now i have.. err.. not sure which one. the orange one.
but dunno exactly which one. cos jason hasn't given it to me!
but anyway just help me buy ok?
thanks!

1:39 PM

Saturday, October 23

i can sing a rainbow

red, and yellow,
and pink, and green;
purple, and orange!
and blue.

i can sing a rainbow,
sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow too.

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11:57 PM

just me

life isn't fair -

its dark and dreary.

i can't get whatever i want,

i've learnt to realise that.

it seems life really isn't fair,

it seems i shouldn't care.

i can't be stuck here forever,

i have a life to live,

i have people to love.

i want one, one special person

to love.

somehow, that isn't so easy.

try loving someone else,

just to forget that you love another.

that isn't fair, is it?

bleah.

1:19 PM

Friday, October 22

screaming inside
i'm screaming inside, can you hear me?
i'm tired of loving, tired of trying,
tired of lying to myself - again.
i'm giving up, at least i'll try.
but how many times have i said this before?
i'm wishing it all never happened,
cause these memories do nothing but make me sad.
i'm terribly jealous, of who i'm not sure
but you not being mine
makes it harder than anything else.
i'm screaming inside, so lost and alone
i've loved to emptiness
all feeling is gone.

10:24 PM

Thursday, October 21

promos
okaaay. promo results are out!
and yesh, i officially got three As. and one D. ugh.
so anyway, here's the breakdown of the marks.
let's see.

econs:
MCQ 28/30
DRQ 13.5/20
casestudy 23/30
essay 29.5/50
total: 73/100 A

physics:
MCQ 34/40
sectionB 71/100
total: 75/100 A

math:
91.5/100 A

lit:
can't rem all the indiv essays
52/100

hahaha. my lit sucks la! anyway, pretty proud of my math and physics! yay. really thank God for everything la. although there was not much element of surprise today, and everyone kept trying to hit me and say 'cheryl i hate you..'. but well. haha. i'm not complaining laaa. but yeah, i'm not top in class for GP already. so, go rejoice. haha. gonna do my stupid PW now. to my grp members - we're dead lahhhh!!! heheh.

8:46 PM

Wednesday, October 20

bored

i'm bored man.
someone gimme some inspiration.

anyway, i got
59 for GP
61 for chai-knees.

GP is lousy.
the other is okay :)

but never mind.
i a m s o b o r e d .

you can;t go blading with a bladder -
well, a full one at least.

5:02 PM

Tuesday, October 19

tired
ok, im tired.
today went kayaking the entire day..
yesterday hiking at bukit timah + mixed netball.
lazy to go thru the details.
out class won champs!
today was tiring, so lazy to explain everything.
watched white chicks on sunday with kel.
its hilarious! "making my way downtown...."
err yeah. thats my past few days in a nutshell.
went to cedar to pick my sis just now with my mum
then went to walk around the school.
well kinda, the canteen actually.
ahhh! miss it la. its been a year since we left.
(not to mention make it the top school in band1 haha)
ok anyway. i just gonna.. eat or something.
oh ya, the three A thing is.. kwee say one la.
might be bluffing me. hahaha.
anyway i heard my lit got E or D. so. congrats to me.

7:15 PM

Saturday, October 16

serene's poem :)

Do you know you never have to be brilliant,

you are not a star in the Milky Way.

That I'm just awaiting the ordinary,

because that's beautiful.

No one will take a second look

and we wouldn't care, not at all.
Do you know you don't have to be a hero,

because if you will just let me,

I will have you conquering my world

anyway.

got this from me partner's blog.

she wrote it! hehehe.

i think its absolutely.. touching. :)

not sure how to describe it. hahaa. apparently it has some sexual connotations, but well, that would just make ms nathan happy, wouldn't it? :)

*sigggh* i'm in love with da poem.

9:43 PM

love this song :)

1:17 PM

i am mad
i am mad.
i am so so SO mad.
and that;s an understatement.
i'm mad mad mad mad MAD.
GRRRRRRRRR.
%$#%$
mad at you,
mad abt you.
MAD.

10:44 AM

Friday, October 15

world madness
the world is going mad, if not already there.
what with terrorists kidnapping people every other day - beheading, shooting, executing. while troops are forced to give in to them again and again.
what happened to the war against terrorism?
it seems to me as if america is much more concerned over the coming presidential elections, if anything else.
"vote for me! vote for me! i promise, after i get elected, i will deal with those terrorists shortly."
yes, all you terrorists out there, could you just put everything on hold for awhile til we get this election done with? then we can fight you properly.
now, a certain billionaire is out there campaining against Bush -because apparently, Bush is spending too much of America's money on Iraq - although, someone should be kind enough to remind him of the $25million that he spent doing so.
like i said,
the world is going mad.
and who's to stop it?

10:07 PM

strong
i am strong;
i can do without you
for awhile,
at least.

7:32 PM

Thursday, October 14

i try; and again
i try;
and again.

this is hard.
help.

10:35 PM

STILL SICK
someone just kill me now... i can't take this any longerrrr!!! hate hate hate being sick. HAI no strength to type le. just freekin bored. zzzzzzzz.

somebody save me....

6:37 PM

=(
okay feel like crap..............
fever's back.
ugh. sian. horrible.
while people go around on outings and certain rendevous,
i'm here alone at home.
hahahaaa.
what a day.

8:30 AM

Wednesday, October 13

fever-ish thoughts
pardon any excessive rambling.

so, woke up today with that cold still there.
anyone within a three-table radius in the exam hall should've been able to hear my sniffing/sneezing/blowing.
was wondering whether to give up having my darling tom yam and blading with ben, but since i felt slightly better after the exam, i went anyway!
after all, who is that flu bug to ruin my last day of exams?
shall i let some puny stem of bacteria spoil my plan?
nay, i say! i shall be strong!
surely i needn't even lift a finger to fight that speck of nuisance in my body!

well, if there's one thing to say,
no fingers were lifted.
unfortunately, neither was the fever.

*sniff*
i'm hot, with a cold.

well, bladed from ben's house in hougang to my house in serangoon. somewhat an accomplishment. but, well, so much for the prize.

so,
gonna take
a nap
folks.
got a
headache now.
nights..

ps// i'm hot too now, gab.

5:18 PM

Tuesday, October 12

tea and sympathy
don't trade our love;
for tea&sympathy.

11:36 PM

sniff.
*sniff* suddenly got sick dunno why. can;t be the ben&jerry's chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream i just ate right? hmm weird. well econs last paper tmr. yay! hahaa. i think. arggh. havent finished practicing the qns la. not a good idea to put it so far way from the other papers.. obviously i won;t study!!! hahaah. sigh. oh well. just gonna get it over with. yups. nite everyone! tmr going blading with ben. X)

11:06 PM

twist it
quintessential;
darling. :)

*

muahs.

11:55 AM

Monday, October 11

my day
today was a pretty good day
although i have no idea why
i didn't go and out and play
and after that lit paper i'm gonna die
but i enjoyed it no less
maybe cos i met up with
hs, sf, marcus, he jia -
they're the best :)
tried to study econs today
not very productive, i would say
exams are gonna be over soon
but next will settle in the PW gloom
but that don't matter
at least not for now
now i'm a very very happy child!
and i'm not even sure why
but i feel like i could fly
you're hot you're cold
all at once
thinking of you makes me
wanna dance
but i can't so that thought's put to rest
and i'll shuddup now so i
won't make a mess.

-- `* --

that was my day
how bout yours
tell me,
i'm all ears, of course X)

10:08 PM

Sunday, October 10

shi jie mo ri
chatted with becky today!
hahaha. this topic came up (mainly cos gab said he wished it would be the end of the world tmr. he's taking A's you see.) about the end of the world - and what we would wanna do before that.
hmm. good question! i, for one, would love to make my very own orange powerpuff guitar, travel to switzerland and mauritius, get a boyfriend, paint my room (and everything else) orange, have my own pet dolphin, meet utt, learn canon in d on guitar, and so on. hahaha.
interestingly enough, the first thing i thought of when she asked that was: i wanna bring my friends to church. my friends being some specific people. haha. wont list them down la. but my closest friends. so yea =)
of course, that is a very sunday-school answer. and given the choice, i might just choose that powerpuff guitar. hahaha. no la. this is way more impt. yeps.
anyway yesterday there was no BAY vs BAYA, rather disappointed cos like.. it was supposed to be the highlight of my week! but i had much fun no less, eating/drinking gross stuff like peanutbutterwithbanana and butterwithpepsi and mayowithmilo. ok. actually, thank goodness for kel and nick and seokhwee. ahaha. gabs didn;t help at all, not surprising really. haha. =X
today, lambie's going back. again. =(
haaaaaaaaaaaaai... sad la... i mean.. gotta wait for two more months. sigh. i'm really gonna miss.. his n-gage. hahaha. okok, nah. take care ya? =)
ok just found out lit must do TWO essays (which explains the three hour long paper that me and shawn were pondering over) and.. cannot do two poems. must be either drama or prose. eeee. crap. cant wait to get it over la. well chow =)

8:47 PM

my way on the highway
my way
on the highway.

where love and hate
collide.

the headlights of hope
being a sheer glimmer.

two distinct paths
and i make my choice.

its a one way street
no turning back.

my way
on this highway.

8:37 PM

Saturday, October 9

just testing stuff
* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \ * `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^orange ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~sprinkles;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \* `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- : * ~ ;^ ' \ * `,.^ ~ ; ' . ./ `- *; ~` ^.' ,^ / - ~

pretty, aye? X)

2:10 PM

friday
friday friday friday.
spent my day reading celestial zone!
whee. rawks man.
hahaha. sorry gab. =)
and playing starcraft!
fraught with cheat codes and
*archons, of course =) *grins*
they rawk my world.
blue and red glowy thingies,
and the mind-control kicks ass!
heheh.
im lagging, whatever.
they rock!

i'm not sure.
what was supposed to happen?
maybe like that is just right.

went for a run today.
yes, me, run. whoaa.
five rounds ok, marcus!
haha. and its NYJC track,
which is considerably longer.
SOOO. pretty proud of myself. hehe.
later got BAY vs BAYA cap's ball.

//--rawk!

1:59 PM

Friday, October 8

me + di di =)
happy belated-by-3-days bday!
he gave me tt pillow for christmas. X)

1:54 AM

my world
welcome to my world.
slightly disillusioned now.
it all comes down to this;
am i really all alone?
friends, whats in that word?
love, so terribly elusive.
care, so stringently given.
welcome to my world.
*sigh*

*

Jesus loves me;
tis i know.

1:33 AM

Thursday, October 7

how do i feel?
i dont wanna know what you do,
i dont wanna know how you feel;
i dont wanna care.

i dont wanna think about what you do,
i dont wanna think about what you feel.
i dont wanna think about you.

i dont wanna see what you do,
i dont wanna see how you feel.
i dont wanna see you.

not.

whatever.

6:37 PM

yay!
yay!
most of the tough ones over.
lit PC and econs MCQ/DRQ left;
which i obviously will not study much for.
wanna thank God for helping me thru =P
this morning before maths i was damn panicked cos i nv practice at all. ended up just reading thru the answers to the promo revision thingy.
however, maths was actually the best so far.
anddddd. hoping for A. hahah.
and my movie treat.

hai. but today quite sian.
after exam wenta eat chicken rice at far east.
the uncle there is damn, err, friendly.
haha..
yeah then went home.
leang and nicholas went back with me..
and they forced their way into my house
and made me pour water for them.
then.. ahah. they finally left.
and i went to watch charmed,
that i taped last nitee.
and now,
i'm here.
not so much excitement, eh?
oh well. feel very relieved.
i survived! haha.
now for results..
ok not so fast.
well.
chow,
then.

6:31 PM

Wednesday, October 6

white flag

White Flag --dido.
I know you think that
I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it,
Well I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to
Make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then
I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

9:41 PM

blogging spree

whee im on a blogging

spree!

nah

actually just wanted to tell u guys

that i needa -hug!

my hug count is running low.

so is my i-feel-loved-o-meter.

hahaha

whatever.

i get 10bucks for every 100 hugs u see.

rrrright. =P

sometimes when aren't right

you just hafta look at what's left

9:04 PM

word play
chinese can say chinese in chinese.
you look bustier in a bustier.
he taps a rhythm on the tap.
i can stone on a stone.
she sticks a stick into the sticky mess.
you lie without blinking; lie with your eyes closed.
it dawned on dawn that it was dawn.
i can state the current state of my state.

but you will always be you.

9:03 PM

slimming ad
just saw a lame-ass ad on tv.
slimming ad.

girl: "my friends used to call me fat.."

like hello?!!!
firstly, you don't need a new body,
you need new friends!

and secondly,
is it worth any amount of money to say that on national TV? nah, take the money and flee to Bangkok. on second thoughts, just dig a small hole in the ground. you didn't get slimmer for nothing.

*sigh*
what up, man.

8:50 PM

immalive!
haha well whaddya know.
i'm still alive, in one piece!
ok possibly my brain is missing a few cells.
probably many many cells.
which comes to the problem of maths tmr.
oh well.
damn tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no joke la, 7h.
my butt has taken the shape of the chair already, i think.
hmm. stupid shawn!!
stop *achoo-ing*
of all days get sick..
purposely one! GRRR. =P

owells. after tomorrow,
PARTAY.

7:47 PM

Tuesday, October 5

crumble. cookie.
this cookie is crumbling.
sigh. phy and lit tmr.
lit 4h, phy 3h.
someone save me.
today, studied quite alot i guess.
but phy just sucks. sigh!
i suck at physics ok.
oh well.
not sure if studying there was
a good idea.
hmm.
i think you should just heck me
and do what u wanna do.
this doesnt make me feel any better.
in fact, feels abit like being cheated.
anyways.
just a question.
since i have never been to tuition class b4,
do people have a knack of being
interested in their tuition mates?

8:37 PM

Monday, October 4

wizzy's non-essay
hahaha.
eh wizardson is DAMN SMART.
didn't mr kwee spend like 15min in class explaining to you that ONE essay can consist of parts a) and b), and that they are nt TWO but ONE essay, and that you have to do TWO?
hahaha. you are an idiot leh!!!! oh man.
heheh. ok sorry. but it was quite funny,
considering that mr kwee was explaining it just last week.. haha.. i think he must be pulling his hair out now or something?
oh well. haha.
econs was okay, i think.
at least can get A already.
hahaha. kidding! dunno la, i think it went pretty well.
prolly won't fail, like all my other essays.
yups. off to chiong physics now.
>=(

6:22 PM

Sunday, October 3

singaporean scenario
after reading yet another copy of 8days, i realised Singaporeans either have damn low self-esteem, or we just enjoy dissing ourselves. afterall, what better way to cover up inadequacies than by exposing them, eh?

so lets see.. in a typically Singaporean scenario;
on a rather crowded SBS bus, on a hot, humid friday afternoon.
of course, the heat and humidity mostly substantiate from the sweaty bodies of the people on the bus, rather than the weather, bcos i mean, how many non-aircon buses are there these days?
so yes, back to the scene.
me, who has just had a gruelling day in school, miraculously finds seat.
now, this miraculously found seat is admittedly not doing much for my headache, bcos i am facing the right of the bus, and moving forward at the same time, very much like a crab on wheels. but anyhow, a seat's a seat.
right now, i am thinking: thank goodness i'm sitting on the left side, so the entire bus can see my right side profile, which i think looks better than the left. =P naaaaah!
actually, i am consciously pretending to sleep, like that rude guy in the courteousy campaign ad, bcos a have a splittin headache and will not under any circumstances give up my miraculously found seat. or, look at it this way, i am really sleeping bcos i have a splittin headache, and bcos of that, am unable to see the old auntie in front of me whom i should give up my seat to.
just when i am toying with the idea of actually being the nice girl that i am - underneath that splittin headache, of course - the girl beside me makes a gesture to stand up and offer her seat to the lady.
i quickly pretend to sleep again. (hey, headache, ok? hahah.)
girl, trying to get up: aunty, ni yao zuo ma..
aunty, pushing her back down: aiyo, bu yong la, bu yong..
girl, trying again: ke shi, aunty, wo shi yao...
aunty, refusing to let her move: bu yong la! aunty hai ke yi zhan de..
girl, this time rather desperately: aunty, zhen de..
aunty, now also getting rather pissed: girl, wo gen ni jiang bu yong le..
now, me, at this time, has given up the pretence of sleeping and is now very engrossed in the scenario playing beside me. i think to myself: has this girl been given an overdose of moral ed lessons, or are they secretly shooting a courtesy ad or something?
at this thought, i unconsciously smoothen down my hair, but that's besides the point. i mean, if they are shooting an ad, won't i be playing the part of the ugly-Singaporean-who-pretends-to-sleep-so-as-not-to-give-up-my-seat? now that is bad. however, as it turns out, that is also not the point.
beside me, the saga ensues.
aunty, who has now began ranting on young people these days who look down on elderly folk: xian zai de nian qing ren ah....
girl: aunty, wo..
aunty: ..bu yao xiao kan wo men..
girl: excuse me, aunty..wo yao..
aunty: ...xiang dang nian ah, mei you she me bus ah, m-ah-t (MRT) ah...
girl, now really annoyed: aunty, wo gang gang miss wo de stop eh..
aunty: ha? -recovers from shock- haiyo, xian zai de nian qiang ren ah.. yao she me dou bu hui kai kou de..
girl: ..... -_-"
me: ..... -_-"

*just for the record, all characters are fictional, and resemblence to any persons dead or alive (including myself) is purely coincidental. =)

2:09 PM

Saturday, October 2

things of the past

*

hey, you there.
what's in your past?
was it happy was it sad,
was it mediocre was it mad.
did you find the love of your life
only to lose him again?
can the memories you treasure
serve to ease your pain.

10:29 PM

how to make a me!

How to make a cheryl

Ingredients:

5 parts success

3 parts silliness

1 part energy

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!

the ultimate secret recipe, no? X)

10:11 AM

Friday, October 1

* rainbow
* *
* * *
* * *
* * *
* *
cos all of the stars...
* * * *
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11:56 AM

de ja vu?
odd feeling of de ja vu.
then again, not exactly.
many things have changed..
although it felt the same for an instant,
it was like a turning point. no return.
so.. i guess soon it'll be really over..
and.. you will be happy with
whoever you want to be with.
and i will be happy for you :)
its been nice, its been fun.
and i will miss you.
change is not always welcome,
but it barges in anyway.
and so, things have finally
come to an end.
well.
glad, in a way..

11:51 AM