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Saturday, July 31
Name Acronym Generator
hahaha. what's haunting? am i? hehe.. cast your votes people.
troubled heart
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acronym
C Confused H Haunting E Explosive R Realistic Y Yummy L Lovable
From Go-Quiz.com
phoneroutine
its not much of a routine per se -
but i miss it anyway.
haha i look forward to my daily [or not so daily] night chats;
and today i'm deprived.
ah.
why do i feel so..
lost?
*convidence : mr kwee's version of "convenience". haha. seriously. i laughed til i teared. he;s so funny!!! =p
for the sake of posting
people often say "life is short".
well, thats just dumb, cos your life is probably the longest thing that ever happens to you, ain;t it?
[ok, this ain;t entirely my idea, i got it off some email, so for the sake of copyright laws or something - argh PW is affecting my life - yeah. i disclaim it; partially.]
cedar
tired.
aching.
drenched.
sore.
hoarse.
exhilarated.
well that basically sums up my day at national track today. =)
seriously, for all you people out there who do not already know,
cedar rawks! hehehe. not because of what we won, [i mean, that @$#%
st nicks won champs again.. no worries.. haha =P] but because of our
AMAZING school spirit!! wahaha. honestly, i think at least 1/4 of my batch went back to support.. and yea, although the cheering volume has decreased a lil, hey, i could still us all the way from cj side! [which is, literally across the stadium].
hehe. ok so im a lil biased. whatever. i still love cedar. =)
the memories, the fun, the unbreakable school spirit. *muah!*
hmm. this was supposed to be short.
in essence, even the rain today didn;t serve to dampen our spirits a little bit.
the secret?
cedar - school of unity; and umbrellas.
this is for you.
"this is for all the lonely people, thinkin that life has passed them by. don;t give up until you drink from the silver cup; ride the highway in the sky."
-lonely people//jars of clay.
this is for you. you like silver; you have brown eyes - and a lovely nose. you love rugby; you play the guitar - and the piano, and the drums; you always eat the same food in school; you always sleep in class; you love.
sorry isn't enough, i know. but its all i can do. it wasn't easy, it was a choice. no room for regrets, no space for turning back. what's done is done.
the sight of you sometimes makes me wistful - yet i'm slowly giving it all up. i hope you'll find someone better; yet i wouldn't want to know if you did. tears come easily these days - not because of anything else, but that i hurt you.
hopefully one day, if nothing else, the endless teasing will return - that which signifies that we're friends again. in the meantime, take care and study hard - unless you want to owe me lunch. -smiles-
cheryl.
sigh
today's not a very good day.
>>
#1 i wasn't feeling well in school so i went home. headache. ouch.
#2 got alot of work to do still.. arrr... colac..
#3 i'm afraid my bill will be too high this month, so today i cut down on my msg-sending.. living w/o someone..
#4 still struggling with something.
#5 cant get 30pts for napfa cos of my elbow. grr. inclined pullups 14 only.
#6 im just in a sucky mood.
#7 decided i won't eat too much unhealthy food from now on. why? no idea.
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so yes. that's basically my day.
the headache's still here; and so are the problems listed above.
hehe. but God's still good. =)
oh! why don't i make a things-i;m-thankful-for list instead..
a more cheery one to match the exterior of this blog, dontcha think?
>>
#1 my new phone! 6110i. haha. so its not the greatest [the fabric phone just kicks ass] but i love it! =) wanted to like dedicate a whole post to it w photos and all.. but im too lazy to, err, load the image or sth. hehe. steff help!!
#2 umm. getting tough. thank God i was allowed to go home instead of staying to 5.10 w this headache of mine..
#3 that i managed to jump 200cm/2m for SBJ. although.. its a 2cm deprovement.. hur.. s'ok.
#4 did i mention my new phone?? =D
#5 thankful for all the friends i have.. yes, all you dear people who are reading this - umm. hi! *grins*
#6 you. and all the problems you bring.
#7 im thankful for ORANGE! =)
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some survey thingy
1. name: cheryl
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: female
4. birthday: 9 nov
5. siblings: 1 sis
6. hair color: dark brown
7. eye color: brown
8. shoe size: 5?
9. height: uh can we not go there.. ok 158. there.
10. any tattoos or piercings: ears only
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: sifone
3. what are you most scared of?: horror shows [shuddup, you ;p]
4. who is the last person that called you?: err.
6. where do you want to get married?: in my church
7. how many buddies are online right now?: lazy to check
8. what would you change about yourself?: i'd eradicate my laziness
1. color: ORANGE!!! you even need to ask.
2. food: tom yam tom yam tom yam
3. boys names: haha. keeping them for myself
4. girls names: like names that start with K
5. subjects in school: GP chinese econs math lit physics
6. animals: baby kittens
7. sports: uhh. im very sporty just, yknow, cant think of one right now. =D
h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: my sister when i was 6
2. smoked?: nope
3. bungee jumped?: nada, unfortunately
4. made yourself throw up?: unsuccessful. hahahahaha.
5. skinny dipped?: nope
6: ever been in love?: yea
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: don;t think it'd work anyway..
8. pictured your crush naked?: arrrr. -twiddles thumbs-
9. actually seen your crush naked?: err no.
10. cried when someone died?: my grandma
11. lied: yeah..
12. fallen for your best friend?: well, no..
13. been rejected?: i think so. hehe.
14. rejected someone?: i think so. or have i? maybe not.
15. used someone?: maybe
16. done something you regret?: yea
c u r r e n t
clothes: as in what im wearing now? ar.. not worth mentioning..
music: no definite genre
make-up: lipgloss rawks my world.
annoyance: when im ignored; when things dont go as expected.. yadayada.
smell: vanilla. i LOVE vanilla.
fave band: jars of clay
desktop picture: something i designed. oh, the one to the left of this.
book youre reading: well none at the moment
in cd player: hoobastank cos someone lended it to me
in dvd player: mr deeds?
color of toenails: oh i love them, they;re silver with blue sparkles. =)
la s t p e r s o n you
touched: arrrr. my mum?
hugged: lalala
you instantmessaged: i think.. weizhuang
you yelled at: my sister? hehe.
you kissed: dumdeedum.. moving on,
a r e y o u
understanding: mostly
open-minded: not really
arrogant: dont think so
insecure: sometimes
interesting: when i feel like it
hungry: for tom yam all the time
smart: bah.
moody: occasionally
hard working: nopes
organized: like to be but am not
healthy: quite. hahaha.
shy: sometimes - with ppl i dont know well
difficult: no la not really
attractive: nahs.
bored easily: depends
obsessed: now? yah.
R A N D O M
In the morning i am: wishing MOE would wake up and realise we need sleep too.
all i need is: God
i dream about: various people
o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: looks, i suppose
makes you laugh the most: idiotic ppl [eg. ppl who put icecream in their trophies..]
makes you smile: shweet stuff. =)
who do you have a crush on: utt. hahaha.
who has a crush on you: i dont know
d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: sometimes
wish u were a member of the opposite sex?: nahs. i'd miss my lipgloss.
wish you were younger: not really. maybe a year or two. haha.
cried because someone said something to you?: i think so
N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: a few
number of hearts i have broken: dunno
of guys ive kissed: classified info.
of girls ive kissed: none, i think =x
of continents i have lived in: two
of tight friends: 2
of cds i own: 30+?
of scars on my body: 5 mebbe
1. do you like filling these out?: well, no one forced me..
2. gold or silver: silver for jewelry; gold for next year! haha. =x
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: i robot
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: powerpuff =) and xmen evolution
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: milo
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: arr, i dont know.
11. could you live without your computer?: probably not for long.
12. would you color your hair?: only natural colours
13. could you ever get off the computer?: of course..
14. habla espanol?: do i speak spanish? is that what it means?
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 100+
16. Drink Alcohol?: nah, but hooch is kinda nice. lols.
1.Your name spelled backwards? eel lyrehc [yea, gab will be laughing his head off here..]
2. Where were your parents born? singapore and malaysia [hozea's turn...]
3. Have you ever moved? yea. 4 times.
4. What's your Favorite restaurant? don;t really have one..whatever's gd i guess.
5. Is your bed is a single, double, Queen or King? single.
6. What's your favorite sport to play? captains ball.. wahaha. or judo la.
7. How many kids do you want? 2 or 3
8. Type of music you dislike most? techno
9. Colour of your school bag or purse? bag - grey n red. purse - yellow n blue. totally clashes aye?
10. Do you have cable? NO. [shuddup, you..]
11. Favorite 80's song? ar. mr big? is tt from e 80s?
12. Ever prank call anybody? hahahaha. oh yeah.
13. Ever get a parking ticket? nopes
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? sky diving
15. Furthest place you have ever been? wales?
16. Ever bowl a 300? not even close
17. What's your favorite comic strip?: spiderman! hhaha.
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? i know the sound of the words..
19. Bath or Shower? bath! milk bath! haha.
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? spiderman2
21. Favorite pizza topping? pepperoni and cheese!
23. Beer or ale? newcastle brown ale!!!!! wheehee!
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? wha?? apparently im missing out on something here..
25. Do you eat skin on chicken? ewww no. i'll puke. [unless its fried or broiled]
26. Apple juice or Orange? apple
27. Favorite type of chocolate bar? the plain kind w nothing inside
28. Your favorite fruit?: love fruits. most of em.
29. Your favorite vegetable? baby kai lan
30. Have you ever won a trophy? yeah.. some interschool stuff only..
31. Are you a good cook? hahaha. you think?
32. Do you know how to pump your own gas? hehe that sounds a lil gross.
33. Bought something from an infomercial? no, although they do manage to convince me to a certain extent occasionally.. hahah.
34. Is Oprah annoying or great? used to be great.. that was bout 10 years ago..
35. Ever flex in front of a mirror? ya.. disappointing tho. hehe
36. Ever throw up in public? maybe. i think so.
37. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? true love
38. Do you believe in love at first sight? not really
39. Ever call a 1-900 number? cant remember.. the NKF charity stuff issit
40. Ever been stood up for a date? no... dont think so..
41. Biggest turn off of the opposite sex? smoking; arrogance..
42. Ever Been Cheated on? nope
43. Who's your all time favorite Sat Night Live Character? no cable la dey..
44. What are the names of all your pets dead and/or alive? i dun have pets
46. Can ex's be friends? that would be ideal..
well hey im done. hahah. that took ultra long.
judo!
yay.. today i watched I,Robot. the show is just funky, but thats not the main reason i enjoyed it. hahah. although.. it could've been better. but s'ok. =)
today at training i sprined my arm during randori. lols. i was like tearing cos it was so painful. lucky someone wasnt there to see. haha. anyway. i think its ok now.. except when i twist it a lil, it hurts alot. hahaha. just wondering how on earth im gonna do napfa on monday. HMMM.
anyway training was weird w/o all e ppl who werent there - when sir said "one straight line" everyone was crowded to one side of e dojo.. then he said "eh u waiting for what, green belt blue belts to come back ar??". hahah. so everyone moved. and im like in the center now. hahaha. like moving up in rank like that. ah yeah. but didnt do much today. except learnt a new throw. supposed to do harai but mine CMI, then i accidentally did shoulder throw with the harai ripping.. and all e seniors were staring at me and telling me i did some other throw which is supposedly quite gd also.. yama-something hara-something. or something. hahaha. which was quite funny. cos my harai really cannot make it. oh well.
gonna bathe now =D
ben jelen :: come on
Come on
And finally the silence, looking out, looking back across the sky,
Trying to find a meaning, knowing that I just left it all behind
Still I smell a lingering softness
Where did she go, how did she go, I wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me
Come on, without you I'll never feel the love inside of me
Come On, you know that we belong come on, come on
Thinking back before her, I never knew the meaning of alone
Still the flag is feeling foreign, I live the day to escape into a phone
Speaking of a world not real then where did she go,
how did she go, I wanna know
I wanna know that she'll be coming here to me
Come on... She's coming, She's coming here to me,
I'm needing, desiring to kiss her now,
I'm living for her, breathing for her, singing for her fairytale.
come on
come on by ben jelen.
my favouritetest song of the year!
im hooked. =)
today someone was a bad girl. im not gonna mention names, but she skipped lit class.
she says its cos she was tired - that;s a valid reason right? =)
well anyway. it was rather dramatic, the whole scene. for more info, you can ask her.
*any resemblance to characters dead or alive is purely - PURELY - coincidental.
im bored. nothing much to talk about today. tmr's PTM. kekeke. that'll be interesting!
oh yea.. looking forward to something tmr - but it might not happen, so, im still hoping. =)
//come on, without you i;ll never feel the love inside of me//
we won!!!!!!!
we won!!!! WE WON!!!! WE W-O-N!!!
hahahaha. didja hear me? we won! keke. ok, so i didn;t play.
whatever!!! it was just the happiest moment of.. umm.. this year? haha.
i dunno. my throat hurts now, but it was damn worth it! every single scream.
haha. i took some photos today.. quite satisfied with them, although i kinda missed out on the most important one. hahah. oh well. i tried. hehe.
so yeah, thanks to everyone who went today!
and for all the crazy SJI people who decided to put icecream in their trophies..
cheers! =)
today was a good day. =)
im alright im okay
hi everyone out there =) sorry for the cryptic entrees of late..
but no worry. im alright, i'll be okie. anw, tmr;s the big day -
CJ vs RJ [hardly do u hear that phrase] haha. even better,
hardly do you hear there's a high chance of winning. but tmr there is.
to all my darling seniors =P, all the bez! well, not sure how many of
you are reading this.. but. love u all. jia you =)
overwhelmed - by loss.
i have suffered an unbearable loss; an unspeakable pain. =(
my heart is torn yet again, and perhaps its all my fault.
i don;t know what to say, isn;t that weird.
if you feel how i do now, you;d understand - no need for words.
//cheryl is lost; cheryl has lost.
dan// take care!! and call me if you;re drunk tonight.. i;ve yet to hear a drunk man speak. =)
a tribute!
i began to realise that it;s the trivial lil things in life that really make it what it is.
today was the last training for both sec4s and j2s. i found it interesting myself that i was actually feeling some kind of - what was it - reluctance? loss? haha. well whatever it was, it was an odd feeling. i havent known them for long, and perhaps not til recently have i talked to most of them, and yet.. i almost felt like grabbing their gi pants and not letting them all go! hahaha. told you it was odd. i guess these are the changes in life that i dislike; these are the small things that were there; their importance never realised til today. =x
so here;s to alex, yudon, ivan, shuai ge, kenneth, davis, sherman, car sing, francis, jason and joel.. [sry if i left anyone out].. rawk on =) gonna miss you guys.. yup, even yudon and his doh-questions. hahaha. just kidding. i hope everyone *ahem* comes back to take grading. hahaha.. *grins* study hard.
and to steffie, fi, poon, wailing, vanessa, renjun, joraine, yy, joel... all the best for this thurs! thanks for being such fun seniors.. will get you those chocolates soon. [yes, steff =P] and.. *cringes my nose at fi* heeheehee. i guess we'll be seing u all in school so its not that badd.. =)
and that;s it!
-end of tribute-
the game of fate
fate; a very subtle word.
dya think it was fate, all of it?
or a mere quirky coincidence?
dya think it was fate, that started it off?
or a thing
that we should ignore
and hold everything back.
whaddam i thinking
"don;t think too much", i saidth to him.
hahahha. right. that;s cos im thinking about it every minute - no need for you to bother, darlin'.
day of ironies
today, a day of ironies.
#1 during worship, we sang the song "let everything that has breath". and it was a lil too fast, so yup, i was literally running out of breath and singing the song.. well, you can imagine, i found it pretty amusing!
#2 serene;s slippers broke; we hadta go to the previously-seemingly-nonexistent shop beside the cake shop to get super glue! [amazingly, they had it, and at the back there was an exact replica of our scenario - a picture of a shoe being glued back on!] well, then becks opened her prez by dom, and guess what? a pair of slippers. ah. a slipper slip-up, you might call it.
#3 me! and this blog! let me explain myself. for one, i have been an anti-blog person for one simple reason - the term "blog" or, in other words, "open diary" has always been a paradox in itself, as far as im concerned. aren't diaries supposed to be secret? not that i have bothered with one, but still.. it puzzles me. not like anyone would put their deepest darkest secrets here, so what's with the diary? owells. =) im doing it anyway, so i shall shuddup about it.
basking in my blog
woot. hey everyone! its orange!! and i LURVE it. thanks steff!
no. 1
okay, i have succumbed to the pressure of "you-must-have-a-blog-cos-so-does-everyone-else".
well actually i havent. im just trying this out for fun. unless i can get a kewl orange layout, this will be my final post. =) i doubt anyone's reading this anyway.