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Tuesday, August 31


and it was.. okay X)
yay its over its over!!! and it didn't turn out so bad (X
i'm talking about our performance at the teachers' day carnival. our band, now officially called "fragile" (named after the tag on the amp box - we were gettin' desperate and seriously considering calling ourselves "yong tau foo" after my favourite stall.. :P) performed.. pretty well today i think. definitely could've been better, cos we have played better, but s'ok.. better than the rehearsals anyway!
haha.. i kinda had fun.. although the sun was really HOT lah! killing me! but yup :) thanks weekie and blackie! hurhur. :)
and also special thanks to our producer, manager, band coordinator and guitar sponsor, KEL! thanks :) couldn't have done it without you :P umm. yeahs wee koon wants to marry you.. haha.. does that constitute a good enough "thank you" gift??? hehe.
well.. thanks to everyone who encouraged us and told us the performance was good.. haha.. sheesh we only sang one song - the way i'm talking its as if we were doing a whole concert! yeahs! and for some people.. *ahem* who didn't see it.. hahahaha. TOO BAD. :P yes, you huishan. haha.

i'm thoroughly relieved its over. so weird standing in front of everyone. ok well not everyone. haha. but it was a kewl experience lah. :) the other band, makan-something-or-other was seriously quite good.. i think the lead singer goes for pop-star-boy-band-how-to-make-crazy-female-fans-go-even-more-crazy lessons.. cos he has all those, erm, pop-star-boy-band-make-female-fans-go-crazy moves. hurhur. i suppose he has the looks? and the funky suede jacket to go along. not bad not bad. hahaha.. i saw at least 5 girls taking photos of him.. quite funny.. ahwells. enough abt them. dance club was very kewl too.. yes yes, i know guys were drooling all over the place.. but actually i thought the guy dancers were the clinchers! haha! super funny. and ICS was really good too. aye.. all in all, like BP said, it was a DAMN GOOD concert! (ok he didn;t say that, but the meaning was there..) yup! CJ teachers' day rawks! :)

ooh mr kwee rawks too! haha. cos he helped me keep the guitar+our amps.. :) HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY MR KWEEeEEeEEEEeEeE!!! and MR LOW too! X)


7:57 AM

Monday, August 30


delusions

where's the good in a goodbye;


and


what's well in a farewell?

=(






//everytime i think of you i get a shot right thru into a bolt of blue//well its no problem of mine but its a problem i find//living a life that i can't leave behind//there's no sense in telling me//the wisdom of a fool won't set you free//but that's the way that it goes and its what nobody knows//and everyday my confusion grows//
//everytime i see you falling i get down on my knees and pray//waiting for that final moment when you//say the words that i can't say// --bizarrelovetriangle\\frente


7:08 PM



now i know my ABC
this is me.
like me; or not,
this is me.
so lets get on
with my ABCs.
=)

A is for art-sy
B is for blur
C is for cheeky
D is for duh.

E for exothermic - ya i give out heat!
F for funkiness to the max.
G for gregarious; at times.

H for happy! hungry! headachey! heehee!


I find myself intrinsically idiotic,
Just a jumpy, jelly-lovin', jazzed judoka.
Kinda krave koffee.
Love love like love loves.

M stands for muacks!
N is for naughty. i am.
O can only be orange!
P is for powerpuff girls =)

Quaint lil queen.
Rockin' riot.
Specialised shnoozer.
Tenacious thinker.

U n i q u e
V u l n e r a b l e
W i c k e d
X)

Yummy.
Zealous. for Him.

now i know my ABCs,
won;t you come and sing with me? X)




7:02 PM

Saturday, August 28


so long, farewell. =)
today was the best day in ages! whee.
CJ+SJI judo farewell bbq for seniors.. held in CJ.
the day started off a lil badly cos my entire morning was unproductive, and very few ppl training today.. so i was not in a good mood. plus, i heard, well, not everyone was going for the bbq.. so yea!
then we trudged to CJ after training..
prepared all the food stuff and whatever..
and then while i was skewering chili-seasoned chicken wings,
i saw something that just made my entire day seem like the best day ever. =)
hahaa. unbelievable. exhilarating. =)
anyway, yeas.. the bbq was really fun..
sherman is just ultra lame (and lazy) although i admit he does have a talent for arranging prawns on a stick, alvin is a prawnpeeling expert, he jia is the master chef, ME and huishan (hahaha) expert chicken wing skewer-ers, sir is an expert eater =x. the caterer invented a totally new and funky kind of jelly, the huge 3kg black forest cake underwent deforestation after being cut into 80 slices, 10 out of 18 cherries from the cake went missing tho they were supposed to be for the seniors, and he jia wasted A TON of sparkling juice by trying to be smart and 'popping' the bottle by shaking it. soooooooo smart ar? waste my precious juice. =/
hahaha.. i dunno if anyone will know what i'm talking about.. but i really had alot of fun.
thank you for making my day so much better.
you have no idea =)

p.s - steffie, you forgot to help me rite.. hahaha..


11:14 PM

Friday, August 27


neoprints
neeeeeeeeoprinto! hei-cheeeeese!
hahaha. or something like that. yknow the really super ultra old neoprint machines? they have those weird jap voices.
yea anyway. havent taken a neoprint in ages, i just realised!
and not taken one with anyone in CJ at all.
i realise that for me, taking neoprints requires a certain level of close-ness, bcos i am shy around ppl i dont know well, and therefore, will not have the guts/craziness to pose in weird silly fashions.
haha.
i always detested those "couple neoprints" where ppl make out in front of the machine, or something of sorts.. its.. odd, to say the least.
but, anyhow, they constitute memories yea?
and somehow, i have never gotten down to taking a neoprint with anyone.

i wish i had.
wonder why we didnt!
you look kinda cute in the prints..
haha..
never imagined you would actually take one.
you never did!
oh wells.


11:19 PM

Thursday, August 26


topless five rawks
i managed to catch the swensons $1.39 for five scoops offer!
ended school at 4.30, me shan and shufang made a mad dash to toa payoh.. we were actually five min late [the offer ends at 5], and the guy told us it was the last day of promotion as well.. so we said "can we be your last customers??" and he said ok!!
hahaha! so we were damn happy and stuffed ourselves like lil piggies. hurhur.
my flavours of choice:
vanilla
mocha almond fudge
butterscotch
lime sherbet
yam

yuuuuuuuuummmy!!!
i should've gone to take advantage of the offer earlier!
well, better late than never X)

swenson's topless 5 kicks ass!


8:33 PM

Wednesday, August 25


rocky
i rock;
i stone;
i get boulder with each step.

so move me.




11:20 PM

Monday, August 23


10 things i hate about you
okay, so this is extremely cliche. haha. whatever. its terribly appropriate.
sorry for the use of "hate", its not really hate, just for lack of a better word..

10 things i hate about you
1 i hate the way you mask your feelings; perhaps they were never there?

2 i hate the monosyllablic answers i get,

3 i hate the cool; calm way you forget.

4 i hate you not thinking of my feelings at all;

5 i hate the memories of you - they hurt even more.

6 i hate the thought of what could have been;

7 i hate the way you make me jealous with a simple grin.

8 i hate the way you find yourself boring - you make me laugh anytime.

9 i hate the helplessness of the situation i can't align.

10 but most of all, i hate it that
i just can't seem to forget.



9:42 PM



your love oh Lord
your love oh Lord
reaches to the heavens
your faithfulness stretches to the sky
your righteousness is like the mighty mountains
your justice flows like the ocean's tide

and i will lift my voice
to worship you my King
i will find my strength
in the shadow of your wings

- * -

whee. tiring day. had a headache but its almost gone now =)
went to OCS for an all-day tour of the place..
rather interesting! alot of hands-on stuff,
they even killed a quail for us to see lah! i mean,
gross but, kewl, in a sadistic sorta way. hehs.
umm. so yea! i enjoyed it, but it was waaaay too long for my liking!
haha.. i think OCS is rather kewl though.
the people there are entertaining as well.
well that was my day..
tiring.. but not a waste. =)
i'm all for NS now!!! hurhur.
(just because, according to the lieutanent colonel, there is still no current need to enlist females into NS at the moment)
we watched this BMT video.. so i kinda know what dan, dom and hozea just went thru.. hehe. kinda.
yeap! imma bathe now.
chow.


8:03 PM

Sunday, August 22


cheryl's dictionary 1.1
cheryl's dictionary :: 1.01
chopstick = kuai zi
chop = kuai
stick = zi

therefore,
chop chop = kuai kuai

which is how the phrase was derived.
thank you thank you.
i know i'm good.
hold the applause.

really.
stop.
=)


8:28 PM



freeeeeak
freeeeak.
no pretty bronze;
no pretty medal at all!
argh.
sad sad.
four more years.
wonder where i'll be in four years aye?
SIGH
sad sad.
nothing at all.
sobz.


6:47 PM

Saturday, August 21


meaningless; its all
sigh. super lousy day..
don't know why. maybe bcos li jia wei lost.
hai. those two really have a knack of making me devastated!
anyway.
i don't really know how im feeling now..
sigh.
its a mess!
oh yea. the second auditions (which was supposed to be a rehearsal until they told us they were gonna cut some ppl out cos of time constraints) were a total mess.. haha. tan chek suan was giving me an irritated look when i stopped singing. oh well. we didnt practice, what dya expect. i hate that look though. i mean, his rendition of "She Bangs" wasn;t that great. oh, wait. that was william hung. i'm sorry.
so yup. today i broke the record for least-number-of-sms-sent-per-day.
i suppose its a good thing.
training was like pretty tiring although im not sure why.
dinner was lousy. chickEE feet noodles just about hit rock bottom on yu kee's menu. and that's saying something.
yea.. i don;t think im that sad about the screwed up rehearsal. abit relieved maybe. well there was one pretty good band; looked extremely poser but played and sang pretty well. at least there was coordination! hehe. and a freekin funky guitar. well my guitar was nice too, thanks to kel, haha. don;t think i'll be using it anymore anyhow.
sigh.
saw a taxi today, as i was thinking about something.
taxis; and their number plates,
remind me of something.
miss you.
somehow, when you lose someone,
only the good memories stay.
kinda dangerous,
yeah?




9:16 PM

Friday, August 20


another fever
it seems..
there's another sickness i'm suffering from..
not sure if i want to get rid of it either. but this one hurts more.


- * -


i wonder why
its so hard to say hi,
its so hard to be friends.
its so hard to look away everytime.
its so hard.
i wonder why.


11:30 PM



olympic fever
i'm sick. suffering from
OLYMPIC FEVER!! whee. haha. one sickness i will not care to attend to.
after being thoroughly devastated for a whole day over susilo's loss,
[that explains the why i didn't post yday - it was mourning day =x]
my spirits are up again with li jia wei's win over wang nan!
whee hee. tmr, 5pm, the moment of reckoning (:
my list of "things i love about Singapore" has two new entries -
susilo and jia wei. or they can be counted as one if they want. :)

so anyway. while some people are going crazy over a certain Ukrainian swimmer, i'm just watching the Games for the sporting talent ok! haha. in other words, haven;t really seen any cute guys yet.
not in the mood to anyway.
haha.
go jia wei!

~


10:14 PM

Wednesday, August 18


susilo =(
awwwwwww man.
susilo lost to the thai guy.
granted, that guy was seriously quite good..
but still, i mean, i think he could've won?
haha. not really for me to say,
but surprisingly i'm extremely disappointed, i suppose along with the entire Singaporean population.
hmm. there goes the pretty gold.
i hope he's not feel too bad about himself now though..
and i hope no one blames him for it.
he put up an excellent show,
and he's da best! =)

well.. off to check out swimming now..
oh can anyone tell me whens the judo matches?


8:05 PM

Tuesday, August 17


pride and prejudice
today for GP we were discussing 'Prejudice and Discrimination'.
definitions, various types, etc.. well, for those of you who have read the book 'Pride and Prejudice', well, good for you cos it has nothing to do with this. hurhur. sorry =P

so anyway, one section that caught my eye was 'Gender Discrimination - Patriachal dominance in religious sectors'. HMM. sensitive? haha. not really, thinks me. after all, coming from a brethren church undergoing some changes (haha), its a common topic. guys will quote the 'women should not speak in church' or whatever verse.. haha.. and gals will just ask them to shuddup.
but honestly, i mean, the male dominance is kinda evident isn;t it? okay, so lets look at the bare facts - most church leaders are male, yes we know.. but have you ever considered, like..
1) why do we say amen instead of awomen? HMMM? HMMMM?? can someone answer that? hehe. don;t suppose so.
2) why do we sing hymns instead of hers? no doubt some gender discrimination going on there, aye?
3) why is it the faithful who go to Heaven get mansions? huh huh?

something to think about, yea? =)

all this being said.. i'm not totally pro-feminist la..
i mean, granted, i'm glad i'm not made to stay home and cook, cos really, i love my family and i would like to see them alive..
but.. if guys wanna be known as the stronger sex (or whuteva),
i'm not complaining!

males get their ego boost,
females get their possibly deluded sense of security;
and everyone's just dandy =)


9:09 PM

Sunday, August 15


sneezy
ahtchoo.
ahtchoo.
AHTCHOO.
AHHHHTCHOO.

*moans*
argh sick again. got a sore throat and flu.
announcing for Pesta Sukan didn't help! haha.
but it was interesting though.
yea well. not sure how the teacher's day rehearsals are gonna go tmr! hurhur.

they say when you sneeze once, it means someone is thinking of you.
twice, and someone misses you. the third, and someone likes you.
four, and of course, you;re sick, honey!!
so now you know why i named you as such =)

atchoo.
bless me.



9:09 PM

Saturday, August 14


othello
Othello by Shakespeare;
Act 4, Scene II, lines 158 -160

"Unkindness may do
much,

And his unkindness may defeat my
life,

But never taint my
love."


-Desdemona


11:16 AM

Friday, August 13


rewind
she stretched out her hand toward the machine,
the blue hue of the screen reflecting from those glassy eyes -
eyes that had been doused in salty dampness.
it was calling out to her.

the longing to go back was overwhelming;
it didn't take much to make her
press the button.
images on the screen came alive, albeit in reverse.
"rewind.."

it worked for the tape, she thought.
now for my life.
if only.


6:14 PM

Thursday, August 12


NAPFA
so anyway, i'm freekin bored now. someone's acting weird and i have no idea why. don't do this to me =( well. decided to post my NAPFA results. haha.
big thank you to my new nikes who helped improve my timing by 45secs [and allowed me to beat shan by 1sec. hurhur]. i think it was the nikes. maybe its judo?

standing broad jump : 200cm A
sit and reach : 56cm A
inclined pullups : 14 B
shuttle run : 10.9s A
situps : 32 A
2.4km run : 13.44min A

i just realised they all start with S. 4/5 at least. anyway. yea. there goes my big three-o. all bcos i sprained my elbow. haha. owells. yeah.

sigh...


9:07 PM



mr T
quote from mr T, my lit teacher :

"indians are always dark. they're dark when they're born, they're dark when they're angry, they're dark when they're happy, they're dark when they get sunburnt, they're dark when they're sick, they're dark when they die.

ang mohs, on the other hand, are white when they're born, purple when they're angry, red when they do sports, green when they;re jealous, yellow when they're sick, blue when they hold their breath, and grey when they die.

..and they call us coloured people."

hahaha! he's an indian btw, so nothing racist. hahaha. he's just like super ultra funny. i was giggling all the way thru lit. ok here's another quote :

"can you tell me the meaning of an oxymoron? no, not the person beside you, shes just a basic moron.."

wa.. cannot win rite? hahah. sheesh. =)

well i just read someone's blog. can't believe its been a month. hrm. its just so weird to be suddenly cut off from someone.. things left dangling are never easy to tidy back i suppose. sigh. but you're right, i'm not worth it.
and sorry bout the shoes.


5:50 PM

Wednesday, August 11


spell it
spell-it time with cheryl!
morning kiddies =)
i've added a new segment to our programme, its called "spell-it time with cheryl!", as you can see from the title. so. i'll give you the meaning, and you do your part by tagging what you think is the answer on the tagboard. simple enough?
now, there's only one rule. spell it off the top of your head, no checking anywhere ok? =)

***hint : it makes you get a stomachache, its a form of illness, and its timo;s fave word. starts with d.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaandd... go!



6:54 PM

Tuesday, August 10


the village
watched the village today. the bad colour attracts them.. ahhhhhh!!! help!!! they're coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha sorry. a lil high. anyway, i cant decide if i like the show or not. it wasnt as scary as i expected, and for those of you who know, most things are scary to me.. but i kept covering my eyes at the parts where i thought it'd be scary.. and xiao zhu & shaojie kept laughing at me.. >_< well the story's interesting.. and unexpected, but strange nonetheless.

red;s a bad colour,didja know?
now if they only wore orange..
maybe them and the creatures could be friends..


9:41 PM



fireworks
haha.. oh yea, almost forgot.
i have a resolution for next year's national day.
i wanna watch the fireworks with someone.
i missed them this year.. grr.
all because of the blocks opposite my house.
i think thats why they call them blocks.
hur hur hur.
X)


11:10 AM



you you you
on the way to school one day, saw this car with a huge dent at the back. like.. kinda sunken in.. looked like some giant squashed it. so anyway. i was thinkin' : "wha.. what happened to this car man?!"

then guess what

i looked at model of the car.

Mercedes Kompressor.


-beep-
hope you've enjoyed Daily Fun Facts With Cheryl, tune in for more.


10:51 AM

Monday, August 9


national day~
--- in order to promote overwhelming feelings of patriotism and love for the nation on this very special day, the government has taken drastic measures by ensuring that all schools enjoy an extra day off on tuesday ---

hey, they;re learning (X

hurhur. okay i'll lay off the cynnical-ism for today. after all, it IS national day aye? no dissing the govt or anything today. oh this morning, i woke up with a thought : "what if that patch of ground im looking at out of my window was actually used by the japs to behead people or something 40+ years ago??" weird!! lol anyway. here;s my list of 39 reasons why i love singapore. ooooo.


1 least no actors run the country 2 merlion's pretty funky 3 pepper crab! 4 where else can get a thrill outta chewing gum? 5 cedar 6 sun yan zi 7 whooooo are yooooo my countreeeeeee... the song just kicks ass man 8 days every week 9 mtv asia;s HQ is in s'pore, and utt at mtv asia;s HQ. good enough. 10 MRT 11 heeren 12 good food 13 attempts to make tourists pay more for good food 14 mediacorp rox 15 we;re the largest ornamental fish exporter in the world! diduknow diduknow?? hahah. 16 years its been my home - well ok minus two. 17 years its gonna be my home this nov9. 18 expressways 19 the wonderfully screwed up, presurising, uncaring education system - we love to hate 20 freedom of speech.. hurhur.. 21 movie ratings 22 freedom to worship 23 easy access to JB's good food + cheap shopping 24 peace&stability 25 esplanade 26 century egg porridge 27 great singapore sale 28 kiasu-ism! 29 for its unpredicatable weather - makes me feel like an Olympus camera 30 national libraries just raaaaawk. 31 all my friends are here [except some people in aussie. hur.] 32 changi airport 33 home run 34 mark chay 35 hahaha. little red dot. at least its not little dead rot. 36 talkingcock.com 37 NDP -- and never being able to get tickets 38 imma singaporean! [yes, hozea..] 39 singrish.




10:19 AM

Sunday, August 8


dont go away
problems; they just don't go away do they?
i thought everything would be fine once i fell asleep..
well.. for once my reality is unescapable!

as for you, all i can say is don't go away.
you;re one problem i'd like to keep.
don't think its up to me anymore though.

"come on, without you i'll never feel the love inside of me.
come on, you know that we belong."


9:05 PM



psalms 18
psalm 18:1-36
1 I love you, God - you make me strong. 2 God is bedrock under my feet, the castle in which I live, my rescuing knight. My God - the high crag where I run for dear life, hiding behind the boulders, safe in the granite hideout. 3 I sing to God, the Praise-Lofty, and find myself safe and saved. 4 The hangman's noose was tight at my throat; devil waters rushed over me. 5 Hell's ropes cinched me tight; death traps barred every exit. 6 A hostile world! I call to God, I cry to God to help me. From his palace he hears my call; my cry brings me right into his presence - a private audience! 7 Earth wobbles and lurches; huge mountains shake like leaves, Quake like aspen leaves because of his rage. 8 His nostrils flare, bellowing smoke; his mouth spits fire. Tongues of fire dart in and out; 9 he lowers the sky. He steps down; under his feet an abyss opens up. 10 He's riding a winged creature, swift on wind-wings. 11 Now he's wrapped himself in a trenchcoat of black-cloud darkness. 12 But his cloud-brightness bursts through, spraying hailstones and fireballs. 13 Then God thundered out of heaven; the High God gave a great shout, spraying hailstones and fireballs. 14 God shoots his arrows - pandemonium! He hurls his lightnings - a rout! 15 The secret sources of ocean are exposed, the hidden depths of earth lie uncovered The moment you roar in protest, let loose your hurricane anger. 16 But me he caught - reached all the way from sky to sea; he pulled me out 17 that enemy chaos, the void in which I was drowning. 18 They hit me when I was down, but God stuck by me. 19 He stood me up on a wide-open field; I stood there saved - surprised to be loved!
20 God made my life complete when I placed all the pieces before him. When I got my act together, he gave me a fresh start. 21 Now I'm alert to God's ways; I don't take God for granted. 22 Every day I review the ways he works; I try not to miss a trick. 23 I feel put back together, and I'm watching my step. 24 God rewrote the text of my life when I opened the book of my heart to his eyes. 25 The good people taste your goodness, The whole people taste your health, 26 The true people taste your truth, The bad ones can't figure you out. 27 You take the side of the down-and-out, But the stuck-up you take down a peg. 28 Suddenly, God, you floodlight my life; I'm blazing with glory, God's glory!
29 I smash the bands of marauders, I vault the highest fences. 30 What a God! His road stretches straight and smooth. Every God-direction is road-tested. Everyone who runs toward him Makes it. 31 Is there any god like God? Are we not at bedrock? 32 Is not this the God who armed me, then aimed me in the right direction? 33 Now I run like a deer; I'm king of the mountain. 34 He shows me how to fight; I can bend a bronze bow! 35 You protect me with salvation-armor; you hold me up with a firm hand, caress me with your gentle ways. 36 You cleared the ground under me so my footing was firm.


=)


7:03 PM

Saturday, August 7


sad
i need a hug. i need something, cos im feeling so damn lousy now.





*sigh.


9:31 PM



urgh
feeling quite screwed up now.
umm, shaln't elaborate.
not angry; just disappointed.
*forced grin*
i think people can tell when you're unhappy..
well anyway.
whats done is done. reality bites.
YUP.
move on, cheryl..
$#^$!@$%.



why have you been so distant lately..



8:41 PM

Friday, August 6


love3
love; be loved & beloved.

i miss kel! thank God he's coming back soon =) usually this kinda thing passes quite fast, but 7 weeks is just too long man. hahaha. i got something i need you to help me with, kel. heehee. =P well anyway, pray that the Lord will bring him back safe n sound.. cos i really miss him!
i miss dan too! haha.. things just arent the same. come to think of it, havent seen ham in awhile either.. where are you ham?? miss u both. pray tt dan's ok in there.. he says training is a lil tough and it stinks [literally] cos he only gets to bathe at nite. well. hahaha. knowing daniel, he'll survive..

so. the concept of love. you either love it or you hate it. love love. is that the best thing to do? i, for one, am one who loves love - being in love; being loved; having a beloved. [i guess the red heart thing is rather true after all] or is it just a case of the-grass-is-greener-on-the-other-side?
loving love may not necessarily be a good thing; rushing into relationships is definitely not. one of the lessons i've learnt. hence the dilemma. to love or not to love?
many say the greatest feeling in the world is to love and be loved in return. how true, how very true. if i had that choice in my hands, why should i hesitate to choose it? haha. but i do. and it hurts.
then again, i'd rather be as such, then to be one who hates love. who can live without it? i know. i know a heart broken one too many a times begins to guard itself against everything to do with love. me is truly sorry if i have caused you to feel that way. now you know what a broken heart can lead to - hence the dilemma.
as ben said, everyone seems to have a certain you/him/her. its a fact. a very lovely fact. true enough, whether reciprocated or not, love is what no one can live without. so embrace it, i say. thats what we were meant to do. for your him/her, wait; listen; sacrifice; comfort; guide; pamper - and love.
i hope, in some way, i will try my best to return even a portion of how God loves me. imagine having to love everyone with such an unchanging love, and not expecting or getting much in return? to love and be loved. and so will i love.


6:16 PM

Thursday, August 5


ohhhhh dearrr
well, the day was going pretty well today..
econs tutorial was damn funny cos i think i was a lil high
kept making lame comments... shufang and marcus almost strangled me..
heheh.
well anyway. then after school we were waiting for shan to finish PE
[the idiot had to go and cycle to SJI for dunno what reason.. hah]
so i used shufangs phone to call her in the canteen
then i turned around.. and thought "craaaap."
cos there was mrs whatever-her-name-is tan chek suan...
and ya la. the rest is history. confiscated shufang's phone.. for a week i think
and gotta some lame maintainence crap. WTH! screwed up school.
ugh. anyway, sorry shufang!!! =/
yeas.. really sorry.
argh.


8:24 PM



bandy band band
hur hur! guess what everyone?
ok wait. start from e beginning.
firstly.. two days ago, that would be tues, me and derek and weekie decided to audition for teacher;s day concert. (well actually, derek decided. hahaha.) but anyway. we didnt practice AT ALL.. and just went there and played la.
me played acoustic and sang; derek drums; weekie on bass. we played superman by five for fighting. so anyway. i thought the audis went pretty bad cos of just lack of coordination la.. duh..
so today the SC person announced "those who were selected for tchers day auditions, go check e board somewhere.."
then i wasnt even planning to check cos i thought confirm wont get one la.
then, yeah, yknow where this is going. we got in leh! wa. hahaha. i dunno if i shld be happy or sad. happy cos means we dont suck that bad.. (although the overall standard is questionable so maybe we do, just not SO bad..) and sad cos i dun wanna sing in front of the whole school!!! arrrgghh. SHY LEH!!!! hahaha.
aye. well. see how la. ciaoz. =)


6:52 PM

Wednesday, August 4


friendster
hahahha.
hey, yknow, like in friendster there's this whole list of yr friends at the right side of the 'Home' page, and you can click this link that says 'View my 167 friends' or sth.. well yea, i clicked the one below all the pics. and guess what.
http://www.friendster.com/friends.php?statpos=myfriendsbottom
heh. no kidding. hahaha. i just noticed it. kinda hilarious aye?
i was like.. "whaa...?" for a sec or two.
=)

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7:24 PM

Tuesday, August 3


periods.
arrrrrh. its that time-o-da-month. and yea. i;m gonna talk about it =x hahaha. so for all you guys who don;t like hearing this delicate stuff, you can leave. for those who are willing to step out of their masculine worlds and wake up to female reality, do carry on =)

basically, its not so much the fact that it feels damn disgusting everytime, well, yknow, it happens, [although yes, i hate that too] its more of having to check every 5secs for its aftereffects, if yknow what i mean.
hahaha. i decided i wont make the font red or anything. its kinda overdoing it.

not to mention walking very uncomfortably all the time; feelin like crap cos, well, it just makes you feel like crap; having pains in your stomach ever so often.. and the list goes on. hur. hahaha. evidently im in one of those moods.

i cant believe im gonna have to live with this for a few decades more.
help.
oh.
OH.
i could have a kid.. that'll save me nine months or so..
hahaha. just kidding. REALLY.

in a nutshell;
i hate periods. period.


9:07 PM

Monday, August 2


my heart is..?

Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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aww man. i was hoping it;d be orange. red ain't so bad though. its more.. realistic anyway. hahaha.


12:04 PM



la-dee-dah.
cheryl likes;
orange . powerpuff girls . my guitar . kels guitar . music . drawing . slippers . lipgloss . vanilla . ben&jerry;s . sour stuff . raw salmon . kong bak . tom yam . fried oyster . pepper crab . grapetiser . bubble green justea . sun yan zi . the corrs . jars of clay . alanis morrisette . x-men evolution . CSI . smallville . the OC . the Italian job . ocean's 11 . 50 first dates . agatha christie;s books . captain's ball . BAY - every single one of you . church . school friends . yali . shan . suanning khim =P . cedar . lame jokes . laughter . Viking ship . clean beaches . holidays - w my cousins, and sometimes w gabs haha . earrings . necklaces . skirts . blading . judo . my bed . my stuff toys . my sister . mummy . daddy . you . knowing God .

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