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Tuesday, November 30

past caring.
hey everyone (:
been a long time since i've posted. sorry, not been feeling too good, but i'm okay now (: decided to stop caring about things that aren't worth it. ladida. okie! so, basically, for all those who asked, aussie was great! as great as the great barrier reef. lol. sorry. that was bad. yeah.. but i went snorkeling there! and it was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen, i am not kidding you. wwwwwwwwwwwhoooa. and my dad didn't let me get the underwater camera. i'm still griping over that. hahaha. i even saw a stingray!! but oh well. (: yeah. so that was in cairnes. the place is pretty small, and full of japs. we walked around the town, ironically did the most and best shopping there. (considering we went to goldcoast and sydney after that) there was this scenic railway thingy to some rainforest village, but that was dismal. i mean, okay la. no biggie. and ALSO! hot air balloon! whee! that was nice too!! :) except we didn't go very high cos of the wind, and we missed the sunrise cos of the bus, and then they offered an hours' ride instead of halfanhour, but we had to land earlier cos of the wind again, and then we had to land in this field of red soil, cos of the wind again, which totally ruined everyone's shoes and pants. other than that, it was great! hahah. no la, i seriously enjoyed it. wish we went higher tho. yuup!

after that, it was off to goldcoast! haha. might i mention that by this time i was already head over heels in love with.. the aussie accent! yea! haha. totally rocks, dude. anyway. i really like the people there.. very friendly. cliche comment, i know, but true! i wish s'poreans were like that. oh wells. yup, so we went to goldcoast. there was something called "schoolies" going on (which amelia warned me about).. where apparently all the student who have finished their uni exams all head down to GC to parrrtaay. yeah. and evidently they did. the place was swarming with them! ok granted, most of them are actually quite hot. but thats not the point. anyway, there were drumbeats in my ears every night. haha. i think its pretty funny. they have "schoolie support teams" which are made up of parent volunteers. lol. yeah. at goldcoast we basically went to theme parks - movieworld and seaworld, to be exact. it was great cos NO ONE was there. no crowds! whee. excellent. the best scenario u could ever want. i hate crowds. heheh. so yea! it was fun. went to seaworld, where, 7 years ago, i set my legendary record of 11times on the Pirate Ship. this time only four la, sadly. haha. not that i couldn't have gone more times.. dunno why also. i LOVE it. :) okie! thats basically GC! oh yea, went to this really nice chinese restaurant.. and we went there twice! first night ate this coral trout that cost $118. like whoa right? cant rem the rest, except we ordered like alot.. and had to pack 2 dishes back. haha! we were contemplating bringing those two dishes back the next night and asking them to warm it up for us, then eat there again. hhahahahah... WE DIDNT LA. -_-.

ok.. sydney. sydney was the WORST, freeking boring. except for my aunty's gd friend who lives there and brought us to these super duper nice places to eat, we would've stayed in the apartment and admired it all day. firstly, the weather is so cold, nothing could induce you to go out except streets full of nice shops. secondly, there are no nice shops. so there. okay, i mean.. its not THAT bad.. there was.. uh.. there was.. that... the.. okay, yah, it IS that bad. haha. i'm not infringing any tourism promotion laws or anything am i?

oh yea, those are a mere portion of the trip. the exciting part was the time in the airplanes/airports. hahaha. ok firstly, when we were at s'pore airport.. gonna board the plane, my sis saw like.. who was that. lum may yee and rosalind pho. haha. yah, same plane as us. guys, cue, start drooling. no la, they didn't look that nice also. lol. but anyhow. then, the real adventure began on the flight BACK to s'pore. ok, so we were waiting in the plane already, just waaaiting for takeoff. yknow, sitting there, until everyone realised - why the heck are we waiting so long? then the captain decided to announce that they were loading baggage (i think that was nonsense). so, ok, waaaaaaait. then the captain decided to tell to truth and tell us that the plane was 'slightly damaged - but from what i have seen, shouldn't be a problem'. dumdeedum. wait wait wait. 'sorry, a crew of techinicians has to check it, because the bridge hit the plane and blah blah.. but don't worry, the 747 is a very strong plane.. shouldn't take very long'. yupyup, sure! waaaaaaaait. 'sorry, ladies and gentlemen, i'm afraid we have to move you to the airport, apparently this will take at least a few hours. but don't worry we will serve you dinner on the plane first.' (like NOOOOOO just lemme out of the stupid plane already!!) okay, 2.5h after we boarded, the plane hasnt moved more than 50m, and we're eating dinner. me and yvonne groaning dismally cos we obviously cannot make it in time for night games at camp. damn. well, at least we werent sobbing hysterically like this other lady. yvonne was saying maybe her dad was dying or something, and we were arguing abt it for awhile, cos i said how could she have booked in advance for the flight - that would mean that she knew he was gonna die like today. umm yah we were boored. :/ hahaha. so yeah, and then.. after that told us they'd put us on other flights. out flight - 2215. siao. thats the time i was supposed to reach church! urgh! oh well. what to do. the only perk - they gave us each 15bucks worth of vouchers to buy stuff ard the airport. so i bought my dan brown book! haha. deception point. not the best one, i know, but a certain chang he jia is supposed to lend me angels and demons. ha. yes, you. ok yea.. then we just read all the way. my sis bought a book too. my parents didn't know what to buy so last min spent THIRTY BUCKS on timtams.. like noooooooooo.. you could buy me something else. hahah. yeah well. that was that. finally got on the plane. lucky nothing happened, or i would really freak. actually, kinda made us realise what being stuck in a country meant. no flight means no flight, you cant do anything also. yeah.. weird experience. yup. and that was it! haha. chow.




10:23 AM

Monday, November 29

angels.

11:48 AM

Saturday, November 27

i swear
someone swore at me last night.
i've been feeling horrible since.
damn.
i'm sick.
no idea why!
my nose is runny
and i keep sneezing.
oh,
the irony.


11:02 PM



not again.
sigh..
not again..
its like bringing me ten storeys high then throwing me back down, just for the fun of it.
i should've expected this;
i can't say i'm not sad.
i can't say i'm not heartbroken.
hmmm.
but yknow,
i'm still thankful for everyone else.


1:27 AM

Friday, November 26

being nice?
things are going well ;
there is joy that only He can give.
yet there remains trepidation.
unaccustomed to this*!


*you're being nice. hmm.





;(
:?
:/
:]
:)
:D
X)


1:28 AM

Thursday, November 25

baccck from down under.
i'm back from down under.
which means i'm up over?

uh, whatever.
heheh. for those who were at BAY camp,
the mike and marcus joke was totally impromptu and not meant to intentionally cause you chills down yr spine. haha.

yea!
so, i actualy arrived at 3.34am on 24th nov.
you know why? cos the freeking plane got damaged when we were about to take off, and had to take a postponed-by-6h-flight!
so yah, went home, slept awhile, then straight to BAY camp! haha. it was damn fun, btw.

some thanks i have to give:
thank you abby for being around all the time to let me poke you, talk nonsense, have fun, play with yr doggie, and everything else. you rock (: love you.

thank you buddy for being there for me to hug, to pinch yr cheeks, and get to know u better! hahaha. you're soooo funny. hugss!

thank you alan for being my imaginary angel :P and for being the best-est di di ever. haha. although you can be naughty sometimes.. ahem.

thank you giddddy for being my imaginary angel too! haha. he;s mine. mine mine mine. everyone shoo. (X

thank you abel for being SOOOOO CUTTTE and my third imaginary angel. hahaa. eh, cheryl's angels. not bad.

thank you cherie for hanging out with meeee.. during discussion and games! heheh. we went thru it all together. encouraged by you (:

thank you lydia for being a similar encouragement! and also for your doggie that was my angel. hahahaa.. he was, err, a very nice angel.

thank you ben for praying. love ya. and orange is mine. wahah.

thank you kel for lending your blanket, for fixing the strings, for playing the guitar, for providing laughter, for being kel. haha.

thank you becks for being an anchor amidst screming younger kids. haha. and we used to play spies. are we old??!?!

thank you joyce, i think He spoke to me through you. and it changed my entire night, and hopefully my life (: it brought JOY!

thank you smellyman, nick, pauline, ivin, mike, alan, lydia, cherie, becks, ben, timo, kel for making the camp possible!

thank you God for seeing it through. and being there.



haha ok i'll tell u guys about my aussie adventures next time. this is too long. s'long mates.




7:06 PM

Sunday, November 14

i should not
i should not love
for the sake of loving.
i should not love
someone whom i cannot have.
i should not love
someone just because i can.
i should not love
someone to get love back.
i should not love to forget.
i should not love to remember.
i should not love blindy.
i should not love like a fool.
i should not love you.








yes yes,
come again?


12:02 AM

Saturday, November 13

leaving on a jet plane.
so i;m leaving
on a jet plane
don;t know when
i;ll be back again.





ok actually i do.
but what the heck.
its a nice song.
anyways, leaving tmr.
at night. not sure what time.
haha. excited? kinda (:
prepared? no! haha.
both mentally and luggage-ly.
so yes, wish me luck.
i'll be soaring in hot air balloons
and diving at the great barrier reef.
chows, (;





doesn't matter when
i'll be back.


11:38 PM

Friday, November 12

my beat.
live beat - wednesday.
whee, mama mia rocked! hahaa. funny, entertaining, good singing, dance moves, choreography. yeeah. and it was nice going out with my family. haha. we went to NUSS guildhouse at suntec for dinner. al fresco bbq! its like seoul garden, but better quality food, and they cook it for you!! omg. it rocccccccked like what. yummy delicious. yeah. and only 19.95 per person. hahaha. my new fave food place.

dead beat - friday.
ok, had PT today. renjun's PT. haha. all i can say is i survived, though i was just about dead during the sprinting cos of cramps in my soles. weird place to have cramps, huh? haha. and then i didn't do some uchikumi cos of my stupid knee. always makes me feel like a slacker. lol. maybe i am. anyway, we must've looked pretty weird pulling rubber tyres and belts in the middle of the soccer area. heheh. well thats all. im beat. see ya.



10:41 PM

Tuesday, November 9

you. me.
nov 9 . yellow belt . hoobastank . crawling in the dark . scv . maggi mee . gunbound . yana . lost prophets . goodbye tonight . judo . phone . bus ticket . orange . library receipt . friendster . koko krunch . sms . macs . i, robot . msn . chicken rice . da vinci code . blog . forget . me . you .


11:06 PM



birthday me!
yay, its my birthday :)
finally. haha. happy bday joel as well.

yeah! firstly wanna thank.. err lets see. shawn, donovan, tini, shaun, felicia, abby, timo, shan, yali, ben tay, joshua, gabs, rongrong, mike, glu-loo, dan, shinling, jason, ganesh, timothy, my didi (who sent me 17 msges!), julia, shuai ge, diyana, abel, my daddy, shifu, khim, chip, elisa, alvin (although i kinda forced him haha) and emil who wished me over sms. and my dearest shufang who called me.

and.. abby, cherie, smelly, timo, partner, chow, eadric, weekoon, marcus, jeremy, joel, shaojie, xiaozhu, zhaojie, abel, giddy, ade, steffie, sherman, ziyu, leang, godsis and shaun (and sorry if i forgot anyone) for wishing me on msn. and naddiaa, gerald and leang who wished me on friendster.

and.. felicia, cherie, abby, jane, lambie, timo, don and enai who wished me on the tagboard.

and.. tini, clar (for the huggs =P), derek, louis for wishing me happy bday on the bus.

and.. weimin, beixuan, michelle, sharon, renjun, yy, caleb, elaine, shan, zhao, shao and sir for the dinner at crystal jade + the cake.

and.. marcus and josh for the wallet and kitty, traimisuit and my sister for the shirt and skirt, neek and smellyman for the earrings, ben for the veggietales cd. and, err, leang who offered to bring me to see bats. =P zhaojie for the cake + shaojie for the 3rd orange kitty i have. haha. and gerald for the strawberry strudel. and my mummy for orange board shorts. and my daddy for the soon-to-come swatch skin watch =Pp

thanks everyone =)
i'm a *happy* girl. muacks!

10:48 PM



nov9
nov9 means alot of things to me.
it means i was born on this day, 17 years ago;
it also means someone else was born on this day, one year later.
haha. what a weird coincidence.
nov9 now means twice as much :)
hmm, so yea.
mostly importantly, i think,
i wanna thank God for giving me everyone of you out there. :P
and also for being with me these 17 years.

going for training soon.
with my yellow belt. :)


1:23 PM

Monday, November 8

one more day!
hmm, its about 41min to my bday.
wheee! kinda exciting, actually. like sherman said.
haha. well.. thanks shaun for treating me to ladder49/pool/nachos today =P
and josh for treating me to breeks/the letter + marcus for the presents!
haha. i am happy and its not even my birthday yet. love u all.
umm. yea!
the final countdown.


10:21 PM



in music.
cheryl;s in music.

alter bridge - shed my skin/open your eyes
little mermaid 2 - for a moment
kelly clarkson - break away
avril lavigne - my happy ending
jars of clay - tea&sympathy/frail/fade to grey
dc talk - what if i stumble
vertical horizon - you're a god
school of rock - school of rock
cai chen jia - pei wo kan ri chu
sun yan zi - wo de ai (i want the new cddd!!)
simple plan - welcome to my life
hilary duff - fly (haha, oops.)



9:21 AM

Sunday, November 7

my life these days
my life these days has been pretty packed and pretty fun. hahaha. and going to be even more packed, but maybe not so fun. hahaa, somehow all the friendster testimonials have disappeared. quite funny. however, lets not get our knickers in a twist, there's more to life than honeyed words from our friends =) although, yah, they are nice and i would like them back. hahaa.

okay, so lets begin with saturday.
-judo training 1.30-4.30
>hurt my knee again, whats new?
>realised i suck. bleah.

-dinner at marina bay
>seafood buffet with shifu, rongzhu, yali, khim, shan
>damn fun! talk nonsense e whole way. never laughed so much in awhile.
>went to play pool at meridien
>thanks guys, for making my day =)

now for sunday, which is today.
-church: pretty interesting sunday school lesson, aunty chiew ping let us mould clay hearts cos we were learning about hardened hearts. (stop laughing gab)
-met donovan and ben tay to "teach" them math
>i don't think i helped much
>spent more time writing letters
>then met lulu and someone else for dinner at funan

-chiJazz!
>oooh, no doubt the best part of my day, or night. whee, it rocked man. chromaZones. woot! haha. i will post up some pics soon when i dont feel so lazy.

on a side note, my com is kinda screwed. it might be the keyboard, cos when i use the other keyboard, i cant type anything and the CPU produces this sharp noise. right now im using the old keyboard and everything seems to be fine for now. its kinda hard to type with and my fingers hurt though. hence the summarised version of the events. yup, so chow everyone. =)



cheryl;s timetable for this week:
monday - morning/afternoon: go out with shaun? moviee treat =P
afternoon: go to shan's house to play with baby/paint shoes?
evening/night: 7pm. meet joshua and marcus for dinner treaaat =)

tuesday - morning: free as of now, prolly start preparing for camp worship.
afternoon: 2pm. prayer for camp.
later afternoon: 4.30-6.30. judo.
evening/night: celebrate my bday/eat dinner w judo ppl. =)

wed - morning: judo pt
after that: shark tale w huishan!
night: mamamia with family!

thurs - morning/afternoon: out with partner and becks?
night: errrr. nothing, i think. pack for holiday?

friday: morning/afternoon: judo pt
after that: help pauline with camp booklet
night: meeting

saturday: afternoon: 1.30-4.30. judo.
after that: bay?
night: pack more stuff.

sunday: i'm leeeeeaving, on a jet planeeeee...


11:33 PM

Saturday, November 6

borrred.
feeling kinda bored. sian. bah.
wonder why? okay, later got training then meeting yali, khim, shan, rz, shifu? =(
yah. to celebrate my bday. should be happy right?
hmmmm. =) definitely glad to meet them.. but..
i think its something else.
you're still on my mind. bleahs.
60%?
maybe.
not.


bdaycountdown:
five four days~




11:12 AM

Thursday, November 4

chineseA's
helllo (:
chinese A's tmr!
i don't think anyone is really caring at all.
hahaha. i know im not. tried studying with hs today, but, err, i only can remember "bu ke si yi"; so i dont think it was very successful. but anyway. hope i can get at least C5 and beat gab. hurhur. =P
ok, anyone who has studied let me know.
because.. i wanna laugh at you. haha. kidding.
guess what? there's an anti-PW account on friendster.
muahahah. guess who just joined? =D
talk about rallying the youths of the nation.
what better way?


8:48 PM



photos!
yeah, since i spent the entire day at home, i decided to play with photoshop. the result? go check out my friendster pics. hahaha. not too sure what i'll be doing today, prolly study chinese?? lol. then again maybe not. heheh. waiting for shan to call. yup, chow everyone.



countdown:
5dayss =)


11:18 AM

Wednesday, November 3

cheryl loves :P

here are some people in my life that i love to bits :)
*muacks!

click the pic to see a larger version.

4:28 PM



6dayss
cheryl's_bday
countdown
⁶days
:)


4:22 PM



html fun
heheh. damn free now,
trying out some html stuff -
which to some people is relatively simple,
but to me is interesting fun :)
whee. this is nice¹⁰⁰⁰.
aye, the stupid thing can't blink. no fun.
how bout _this? ooh. funky.

ok let's see how this goes.

html expert cheryl, signing off. :P

4:12 PM

Tuesday, November 2

darling
i miss you -
just that.







*sigh*
why am i acting like that;
turning my head at every cute guy.
- i wonder.


10:56 PM



pw over
PW's over.
hooray.
why don't i feel very happy?
cos i screwed up the freekin OP.
sigh. its was damn damn damn screwed up.
but oh well. i guess overall was good.
sigh. so depressing.
OH WELL.
you can;t have it all.


went with my group to sushi tei to celebrate after that. haha. quite fun la. just wanna thank u guys again for making such a horribly boring thing so much fun. and sorry if i affected the stupid group assesment marks. heh. you guys rawk anyways.
after that went for training but didnt train, cos i didnt feel well in the morning and didnt bring my gi. renjun was asking us about what we wanted for next year, and what we were gonna do abt it, so i felt kinda guilty watching them train.. and went to run 4rounds at sji track, did 50situps, 70leglifts. of course, nothing compared to training today. wonder if i would've survived.





bdaycountdown:
7days =)


9:33 PM

Monday, November 1

you're a god
you're a god --/verticalhorizon.
i gotta be honest,
i think you know;
we're covered in lies
and that's okay.
there's somewhere beyond this
i know.
but i hope i can find
the words to say.

never again, no
no, never again

cause you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
that you would know.
you're a god
and i am not
and i just thought
i'd let you go.

but i've been unable
to put you down;
i'm still learning things
i ought to know by now.
its under the table so
i need something more
to show somehow.


bdaycountdown:
8days =)


8:29 PM