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Friday, December 31


to the movies!
haha,
later,
my first movie in like a month.
meet the fockers.
lol.
yay.

anyway,
my new mantra.
numb my feelings -
don't feel
don't think.

oh yea, class chalet yday.
(if u can call it a class chalet,
considering like half of the ppl weren't from my class)
haha quite fun la.
played number game.
top scorer - me -
with 6 hits. whee.
lucky no one could think of forfeits so just play for fun. yah we were bored.
haha.. i thrashed don at the xbox.
3 - 0. dunno what the game's called.
hahaha. and pido is lower caste player,
cos he got thrashed by don 3 - 0. awww. =)
hmm. kwee used some super gay player. heheh. amusing.

ok, more worries for me.
mr low said we should try and appeal for same class and four sub.
so... aiya, think gtg talk to mr tan again.
we are so gonna get screwed can.
but kwee said next year timetable,
mon wed fri latest end at 3.
aint so bad right?
hmm. means tues and thu end late.
and thats judo days. SIAN.
ok. nvm. haha
randori yday for like 1min.
damn shiok..
i wanna playyyy!!!


1:22 PM

Wednesday, December 29


one
just
one day
one show
one meal
one place
one sight.
so hard ar?



i'm going crazy
again.
aaaaaaaah.


10:47 PM

Tuesday, December 28


oh no oh no
arrrrghhh..
so many things going on..
okok, i'm gonna write a list.
i like lists. they make me feel organised!
besides, if i didn't have them, i'd be list-less.
and that wouldn't do, would it?
haha okay groan.

tomorrow, wed 29dec.
-meet pri school friends at 1.30pm at bishan?
-go out with shan and shifu in town?

thurs, 30dec.
-class chalet from 30-31dec?
-judo orientation practice 9-12pm
-jin wei's house 30-31dec?

friday, 31dec.
-stayover at kel's house?
-new year countdown at esplanade?
(featuring corinne may + electrico!)

sat, 1jan.
-church retreat

sun, 2jan.
-cycling/blading with judo seniors?




ayeee..
how how how.
esp. tmr's and thurs one.
arrrgh. dunno dunno.
my mum wont let me stayover on thurs actually.
but.. aiyahhh.. =/
and i wanna go out with someone.
but don;t think got chance to la.
haha.
sigh, plus need time to finish hw right?
oh man, i am so screwed!
heheh.
love it.


11:22 PM

Sunday, December 26


i wish


they say wishes come true.
but do i really want them to?

i wish the world were a better place,
but ironically i'm in disgrace.
*
i wish for better grades,
but why do i let it go to my head?
*
i wish i could read people's minds,
but am i prepared for what's really inside?
*
i wish for more clothes to wear,
but do i continue wishing when they tear?
*
i wish my friends were more caring,
but my nonchalance couldn't be more glaring.
*
i wish i could fly,
but on whose wings can i rely?
*
i wish i could be
everything to you,
but feelings are too strong;
yet promises too few.




9:13 PM

Saturday, December 25


t19 forever man
okay, so on to other exciting things.
i woke up on christmas eve, (albeit late by an hour for shopping with ben), only to see this msg from shawn: "merry christmas eve! call me when u see this! urgent bad news!"
i was like.. groan.. sleepy.. bad.. news..?
so anyway i called him and guess what
he said tan jek suan called him and said that me and shawn would be transferred from t19 to t6 next year! i mean like, no offence to anyone here,
but HELL NO!
so yeah, i called him up.
and then i said i'd rather drop lit than change class.
(cue applause and cheering from t19)
and so.. he asked me to write a letter to BP, which i have to submit by 27dec, stating why i do not wanna take lit anymore.
i can just imagine.

dear Bro Paul,
I, Cheryl Lee En yi of 1T19, do not wish to continue in the study of English Literature for my 'A' levels in J2, because I don't really like the class 1T06 I LOVE MY CLASS!!

Thank you for your kind consideration.
Yours,
Cheryl.

talk about patriotism eh?
yawn. haha.



4:41 PM



merry christmas!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!!

haha.
and happy birthday Jesus. (:

...* *
._[_[__
.!-^-^-!
_______

ok, my attempt at a birthday cake.
i mean, not bad what... :)


4:21 PM

Wednesday, December 22


random-ness
-----//

i miss becky - i want her to come back soon!

i miss my partner - i wanna talk to her and see her!

i think sly rocks!

i love aunty chiew ping's lasagne and prawn salad!

i think sze wei's spelling is really funny! (more on that later =P)

i'm in love with orange!

i'm sick of being alone.

i will train harder for judo!

i will revise my work, study harder, and take 2 S papers to try out next year. and not drop lit. for now.

i am not buying many presents this year.

i love dangly earrings!

i love lipgloss!

i'll make my own orange powerpuff guitar soon.

i want marcus to come back soon. haha.

i need to go to the toilet right now.

i feel like playing mahjong.

i don't know where my christmas spirit has gone.

i think i'm happy now. :)


10:05 PM



things2do
cheryl;s things2do:
1. write xmas list
2. buy xmas presents
3. write xmas cards
4. pack up room
5. find math hw
6. do mth hw
7. do econs S paper essay?
8. go swimming
9. breathe
10. look left
11. look right
12. blog abt what i'm supposed to do
13. think abt what i'm supposed to do
14. make myself feel better


well well. this aint so bad..i've got more than half the list done!
now to finish it up..


10:35 AM

Tuesday, December 21


alot of things..
1. hey everyone, forget the previous posts, im okay already. i guess the truth has sunk in, although sometimes i really find it hard to believe. don't really feel like talking about it still. err, dont think anyone'll know what im talking about cept, err, someone. but nvm. yup :)

2. sunday.
band competiton at weekie;s church! umm, sadly no one really turned up. but nvm. anyways, thanks don lulu and xuanrui for coming! :) we didnt win.. not even third. haha. yeah, quite sad la, cos i thought at least can get 2nd. but oh well :) i thought the 2nd band was better than the 1st, who had like 3 electrics, and the screeching made me wanna dig my heart out. yup but it was fun! it was really fun. thanks guys, blackie josh and koon. love you!

3. sunday/monday/tues
judo chalet! yeah it was fun too :) although i went like super late cos the band thing ended super late, and i missed most of the ppl who came, err, it was still nice. haha. at least some ppl were still there. anyway. yeah. didnt sleep much on the first night, then next day went to escape. *highlight of the day* : me, shan and sf were taking the wild wild wet ride (or is it wet and wild? damn confusing. in aussie the ride is called wild wild wet and there's a theme park called wet and wild. ok i think its the opposite here). yea anyway. we were taking the ride, and when we were like 3/4 up the long slope, the thing suddenly stopped. at first we thought it was part of the ride (cos me and sf hadn't taken it before) but like after 10min (and my hands were aching cos i had to hold myself up almost vertically so as not to fall on hs) we realised this was not so. haha.. quite funny.. we kept shouting like "heeelp!!!" and "why we so sway???" that kinda thing, and waving at the camera in front of us. lol then this guy came.. climbed up the "steps" thingy next to the slope and told us we had to evacuate the ride. haha. exciting huh? so we slowly climbed outta the darn ride and made our way down the side steps thingy. which were not really steps. quite exciting. unfortunately i have yet to finish that ride.
haha anyway. then we went around all the other rides. i love the viking ship. although that one is like no kick cos its damn low. haha. im being an idiot here, cos everyone who sits on the viking feels like crap. but i absolutely love it. haha im mad. sorry weimin. i kept laughing at her on the ride, cos she scream until like gonna give birth. lol. after that the bbq was pretty ok, just finishing leftovers. just when we were overflowing with extra otah, (cos it was damn hot - we needed one cup of drink to eat one otah) the pit suddenly caught fire. hahahaha. as in like "VOOOM" and suddenly theres a huge fire behind me. lol.. and instead of doing sth, me stef fi and yy were laughing like mad. haha ok. at least i was. then this guy from the next pit came and whacked the fire out. hahaha. and stef said we shld give him a medal. then they were talking abt "yuan qing bu ru jing ju" which, for those who duno, means a near neighbour is better than a faraway relative. haha. then they said if u call yr father to come, u need to ask him to bring money instead of water cos the fire would've s[read damn far. hahaha. ok not funny lor. to quote yy.
after thaaat.. nothing much la. bathe, yes bathe, sleep then go home. took 81 home, slept all the way. shuang.

3. xmas deco.
went to church at 3plus today, then did xmas deco til like 10plus. putting glitter onto stars. i tell you, if anyone mentions glue or glitter or anything starting with g, i will scream. haha. im gonna get nightmares about glitter monsters. im gonna throw away my glitter pens. ok kidding. i think only hozzy'll know what im talking about. poor gabs ben and smelly are still there now doing the xmas tree. poor guys. ppl if yr free go help, you lazy slackers! haha. yeah.

4. uberture.
www.uberture.com
go vote for daryl ok!
a. bcos he's my friend
b. bcos he's a hell lot cuter than the guy with 6000+ votes
c. bcos he's from cj
d. bcos he'll victor/victoria;s cousin and he came to our church camp once!
haha yea, so vote ok. oh yeah, and for sancia too, for the girls. haha. im just bored yknow. just go vote ok.

5. im sleepy and happy. nights, everyone.



11:16 PM

Saturday, December 18


flood
flood
-
rain, rain on my face
hasn't stopped raining for days
my world is a flood
slowly i become
one with the mud
-
but if i can't swim
after 40 days
and my mind is crushed
by the thrashing waves
lift me up -
so high that i cannot fall
lift me up -
when i'm falling
lift me up -
i'm weak and i'm dying
lift me up -
i need you to hold me
lift me up -
keep me from drowning again
-
downpour on my soul
splashing thru the ocean
i'm losing control
dark skies all around
can't feel my feet
touching the ground
-
calm the storms
that drench my eyes
dry the streams still flowing
cast down all
the waves of sin
and guilt that
overthrow me.
-


11:29 AM



band comp.

tmr, sunday 19dec.
toa payoh methodist church
band competition!
5.30pm i think.
come support us! :)]
me, derek, wee koon, josh.
yuupps.
whoever's free come k?

// 20 laps later.. nothing's changed.




10:34 AM



blank.
that explains alot,
it also makes me feel like an idiot.

yea, i'm still in shock.

damn damn damn damn.

why am i up at 9am?
cos i'm gonna go swimming.
30 laps.
okay.


9:16 AM

Friday, December 17




hope-fools! Posted by Hello


11:58 AM





morning madness. or not. Posted by Hello


11:56 AM

Thursday, December 16


bowling
well, bowl me over.
my sister is MAD. 149 for bowling.
haha. i mean, for a non-professional that is damn good right? yeahs.. i really think she should quit choir. lol anyways. poor ol' me only got a top score of 109. which i am pretty proud of bcos its at least 6 POINTS higher then *someone*. wont mention names la later someone paiseh. =Pp
yeah, was pretty fun la :) thanks to everyone who went!
not sure what im doing tmr.. oh, jamming. yeas :)
but free in the morning, i think.
yup, see ya!


10:23 PM

Wednesday, December 15


judo chalet
okie,
judo chalet -
downtown east.
19-21st dec.
bbq on 19th.
sji/cj invited. (i think)
i wont mention the prices cos you'll prolly freak out. if u wanna come, just err, msg me or shufang or huishan or weimin or whoever u can tell. and then.. we'll work out the details. yuppies!


11:28 PM



so cuuutee
ahhh~~
now i know how shifu feels. yday after training we were at the foodcourt in tpy central. and i saw this super-duper-ultra-uber-cute guy. hahaa. was like comtemplating taking his photo cos he kept walking back and forth. then like shan and sir stopped me. hahaha. damn, i'm in love sane.






@_#


10:53 PM

Monday, December 13


ping ping pong~
ping.
pong.
ping.

pong.
ping ping.

pong pong pong.

ping pong.


hahaha.
i'm hooked on it!
and so is everyone else in BAY.
well, almost. heheh.
yay it rocks.
hahaha.. get damn high on it,
esp with abby. keke.
girl power, aye?
owells. yup,
hols are ending soon!
and i havent even bought any christmas presents!
or cards, for that matter.
oh no.
anyway,
training tmr.
argh, should i train?
*ponders*


7:34 PM

Sunday, December 12


gabs
happy birthday gab. :)


11:59 PM



just for yy
nah,
this post is
SPECIALLY
for xie yan ying..
haha cos she said she'd only come read this if i posted about her. so yay, cedar rocks! hahaa. err yea, orange belt no big deal la right? :)
CEDAR ROCKS.
yay.
there u go!


10:08 PM

Friday, December 10


pissed
anyway.
gonna sleep now.
was kinda pissed just now, but oh well.
and yes,
happy birthday en'ai!
*huuuugss*
and welcome back!!


11:30 PM



singapore rocks!
I'M BAAAAAAAAACCCK!!!
and i love singapore!!!!!!
hahaha. well you can imagine how the trip was. everyone was cheering on the coach (which, btw, had a faulty air-conditioning system which acted like a rice-cooker) as we reached the singapore checkpoint. although some ppl (and i shalnt mention names) were kinda preoccupied with stowing chewing gum in their luggage.
basically, on the first day we went to climb a mountain. 510m. dunno whats the name also. lembak or sth. anyway, i thought it was pretty fun la. although quite tiring, and going down is actually harder than going up, contrary to popular belief. since the climb was so steep, we had to keep looking at where we were stepping (or, like shufang, just sliding all the way down), and thus resulting in huishan's aching neck which did not allow her to turn her head to the left, top or down for a good part of the trip. hahaha.
kayaking was disgusting, when i saw the kayaks i felt like crying/screaming/going home all at the same time. oh yea, and kicking myself for signing up for the trip. basically the kayak was covered in cobwebs - and their occupants, ants, leaves, and so on. ugh. we spent more time killing insects and watching out for spiders then kayaking, i think.
not to mention the muddy-ambiguous-suction lake which was really gross cos the mud like... sucks your feet in. and is really slimy. -shudder- we had to get across the lake in our self-built rafts. which really, in the end, acted as floats more than anything.
so, i mean, its all okay if u can have good shower after that yea? but guess what? while shufang, tini and renjun were bathing, the water supply ran out! haha. so they had to use bottles to bathe. and poor me didnt even have the chance to bathe! so i hosed myself down outside (wonder why there was water there) and when i went the toilets to change, shan discovered that the supply was back, so i bathed! yippee! God is good. even though at that time, the electricity also happened to run out. kinda reminiscent of CJ, so we thought.
okok, so lets get on to the good parts! like.. campfire! and stargazing! yea, that was really really nice. we saw orion's belt, as well as his shoulders, knees, head and bow. and sirus, the brightest star there is. and perlades, the seven sisters, a whole cluster of stars in the shape of a qn mark. haha. ok pardon me if there are spelling errors. oh yea, one instructor called ramli is like damn funny! haha. except when he was telling ghost stories la. damn! i hate ghost stories la.. but everyone wanted to listen.. and i was trying to cover my ears but felt abit stupid.. so. aaaargh. never again. anyway, yes, i know u all are thinking of ramli burgers, that was what i thought of too. in fact, i asked him if he eats them and he said yea! they're good. haha. but he thought i was trying to change the subject from the ghosts.. so. that ended it.
if this trip sounds horrible to you, well, it was, kinda!! haha. but i think in the end everyone enjoyed it, although we were glad when we reached back and got away from the flies. or "poochies". or however u spell it. apparently its 'insect' in tamil.

okay, anyways, thanks don for helping us up the mountain/lending us the torchlight/participating in "xun zhao tang tang ta ji hua"/lotsa others stuff. and shan, sf, tini and renjun for being great tent buddies. hahaha. our secret hideout! yea (: you all rock.


10:52 PM

Tuesday, December 7


up, up and away~
so, tmr, going to some obscure mountain in some obscure place in some obscure country (which some call malaysia) - and here's the shocker - to climb it! yup, me, climb, mountain. hey, if you're shocked, think about how i'm feeling. hahaha. oh well. i suppose it might be fun. i honestly dread the bugs more than anything else. two cans of bug spray, and i'm all set. yea!! (:

haha well actually not so simple, considering my knee's kinda loose and unpredictable now. but well. we'll see, won't we?

ayang hitam. i dunno if that's the name of the place where the mountain is, the name of the mountain, or the name of the tour guide that's gonna bring us there. either way, never heard of it. or him, for that matter.

well guys wish me luck, and i'll see you soon. (:


10:03 PM

Monday, December 6


hey, mr. president
i wonder what ex-presidents do after they end their terms, or in other words, get terminated. get new jobs? "uh, hi, u might remember me, my picture used to hang on your wall.." kinda weird huh? maybe he'll start a hobby of collecting all the pictures he can find from every govt. agency available. i wonder what they do with the pictures, for that matter. throw them away? surely not! then again, i mean, what would you do with them. sell them as dartboards to opposition parties? hey, that's an idea! (: hmm, i won't get into trouble for this will i? speaking of presidents, vanessa carlton's white houses is really good.


8:11 PM

Saturday, December 4


the pill
the Sydney Harbour Control Tower
is also known as 'The Pill' -
because it controls all the berths in the harbour.






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8:39 PM

Thursday, December 2


stayoverrrr X)
haha..
stayed over at gabs/chris' house last night.
not intended to, but,
cos we were watching s'pore idol
(and i will come to THAT later)
smelly and nick were there too..
then halfway they went to swim so i went down with them, planning to go home. then like.. dunno why stayed there til 10.30, too lazy to go home, my parents too lazy to fetch me, so stayed there in the end. haha.
bruddy, the bed is like sooo shaky.
but kinda fun la. haha. yup, then woke up early to go for KDC. what a funky nite, aye?

coming to s'pore idol -
NOOOOOOOOOO taufik won!!!
arrrghh. haha. i mean, i knew he was gonna win,
i just didnt want him to win. damn.
but sly's "its my life" was crap la,
usually the song makes me bop my head at least, but that was just horrible. i think can blame it partially on the music. the drums and electric were totally NOT zai enough for that songg! oh wells. his last song was excellent, he shld sing more of those. admittedly, taufik is damn good la. and haha actually i have no idea why i'm so on about this Idol thing, cos i usually hate this stuff. so lol, there u go. sly rocks.


9:40 PM