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Wednesday, December 7
in this bittersweet.
ok I'm liek really a loser!
firstly, I tried to download some maple story hack, and now I can't even login without getting disconnected after 5seconds. and okay, I know most of you will say that I am already a loser in the first place for playing maple. but OKAY.
that's not it.
now, for some weird reason, I can't even connect to my MSN! I hope this is not some virus on my computer, cause, well that would suck. so, being maple-less, MSN-less, and not very Friendster-inclined, I have nothing to do but blog and play Freecell. for now I have chosen the former, as you can tell.
anyway.
I was just reading someone's blog.
and I just have this to say - I suppose you will know who you are, I'm not really pissed or anything, I just don't feel like telling it to you directly.
I've said this before and I'll say it again - I have no idea what you're up to now, or who you're with, but I don't want to hear anything about not being able to forget me ever again. everytime you say that and about a month later you're with someone else, so. like I said, I'm not pissed, I just don't want it to happen again. so all the best, and let's get on with life! and you'll get your present soon, if you still want it.
ahhhhhhhhh,
load off my chest, err sorta.
really in a languid sort of mood, so I guess that warrants a wishy-washy, no-real-objective kind of post. well that's what you're gonna get anyway!
before I forget, take care Milan! you'll be missed.
okay I know that sounded like some tombstone engraving, but no he ain't dead, he's going back to Nepal. yep!
anyway I've changed my mind.
I'm in an honest mood, so, this is what I've been thinking about. I won't be naming names and all, but I promise, nothing enigmatic. so here goes.
someone at some party some days ago asked me if I liked someone else. I said no, and I think I told the truth. what I've been thinking about though, is why I couldn't bring myself to look when that someone was dancing with someone else. I doubt any of you understood that, but its as far as I can go. hahaha, I tried.
on to current news,
went for training today and almost died, haha!
seriously my stamina has gone down the drain, but what else did I expect. I can so tell I'm gonna wake up with an aching body tomorrow, I just know it!
me and judo just have a very bittersweet relationship, yknow? when I'm not training I miss it, but on that dojo panting like a dog, I wonder why the hell I came back. hahaa, but aren't we all like that.
okay, here's a nice line from a relatively nice song. she laughs at my dreams, but I dream about her laughter. so much emotion packed in one line, its just brilliant.
and here ends my wishy-washy post.
MSN is still not connectable, oh well oh well.