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Thursday, February 17
happiness like a butterfly
have you heard,
that happiness is like a butterfly -
it might fly away if you try
to catch it, but if you sit
patiently, it just might
land on your lap.
i suppose i miss being happy too.
:)
i suppose i have to get a grip.
sometimes i wonder what i'm waiting for.
in other words, nothing.
and suddenly i know how you feel,
suddenly i know how much you want it to end.
suddenly i feel like a small little girl,
lost in a funfair, because i let go of your hand.
and yet somehow knowing you let go.
just want you to know
just like you find it impossible to go back,
its just as impossible for me to move on,
at least for now.
you understand, right?
i ain't sure what i'm stuck in -
memories? wishes? love?
all rather hazy this moment.
all i know is i really wish you were mine,
but things will sort out in time.
meanwhile,
forgive me.