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Sunday, September 12
oddities of the day
today was a decidedly odd day, by my own standards.
a little surreal, a little sense of escapism from reality.
do i force myself to grin and bear it
when all i can wonder is how you're doing?
somehow, there was a certain lack of sadness today.
odd, but good in a way.
although the sadness gave way to some sort of emptiness,
it made me think a lil clearer.
so firstly, sorry. its been selfish of me to keep making it seem as if you left me. to me it seems that way. but the reason behind it was my doing.
and even now, if you were to change your mind, i'm not sure i could change mine.
but i still somethingsomething you. don;t know why..
i promised not to force it on you.. but even now, i wish you wouldn't treat me different.
know the heart you made and then unfolded?
pretty symbolic of mine.
ooh too much da vinci code. hehe.
well there you go..
all the best for exams. :)