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Friday, August 6
love3
love; be loved & beloved.
i miss kel! thank God he's coming back soon =) usually this kinda thing passes quite fast, but 7 weeks is just too long man. hahaha. i got something i need you to help me with, kel. heehee. =P well anyway, pray that the Lord will bring him back safe n sound.. cos i really miss him!
i miss dan too! haha.. things just arent the same. come to think of it, havent seen ham in awhile either.. where are you ham?? miss u both. pray tt dan's ok in there.. he says training is a lil tough and it stinks [literally] cos he only gets to bathe at nite. well. hahaha. knowing daniel, he'll survive..
so. the concept of love. you either love it or you hate it. love love. is that the best thing to do? i, for one, am one who loves love - being in love; being loved; having a beloved. [i guess the red heart thing is rather true after all] or is it just a case of the-grass-is-greener-on-the-other-side?
loving love may not necessarily be a good thing; rushing into relationships is definitely not. one of the lessons i've learnt. hence the dilemma. to love or not to love?
many say the greatest feeling in the world is to love and be loved in return. how true, how very true. if i had that choice in my hands, why should i hesitate to choose it? haha. but i do. and it hurts.
then again, i'd rather be as such, then to be one who hates love. who can live without it? i know. i know a heart broken one too many a times begins to guard itself against everything to do with love. me is truly sorry if i have caused you to feel that way. now you know what a broken heart can lead to - hence the dilemma.
as ben said, everyone seems to have a certain you/him/her. its a fact. a very lovely fact. true enough, whether reciprocated or not, love is what no one can live without. so embrace it, i say. thats what we were meant to do. for your him/her, wait; listen; sacrifice; comfort; guide; pamper - and love.
i hope, in some way, i will try my best to return even a portion of how God loves me. imagine having to love everyone with such an unchanging love, and not expecting or getting much in return? to love and be loved. and so will i love.